The very stuff that pains me with so much loathing is the fact that you cant get everything you want. Especially money, because having none at all simply kicks you in the head; having no money to buys stuff VITAL for you, or stuff that's everything you've wished for because you can't hand anything more than $3.

Take for example the fact that I want to study the observable universe.
And tonight it is very VITAL for the fulfillment of my soul and my mind to see JUPITER and confirm the sixteen known moons around it, and see. Well I want to buy a telescope, the Hubble Telescope, which grinds my gears because ITS NOT FOR SALE and even if it is i would've sold my every particle in my body, and soul and still not get it. ;___; BOOOOO