so, like, totally. i got engaged last night. ;_; i dont feel any different. i had always thought in my mind that i would be older, holding a bouquet of flowers, idk, itd be more specially, glowey, and sparkly or something. happiness and daisies. NO!!!! i feel no different. and i wept. not tears of joy, but tears of sorrow. i dont know why. the words engaged and fiance sound foreign on my lips, and now i have to deal with the financial burden of a $100,000 wedding or something.

topic: congradulate me or die!
topic 2: are you married/engaged/in serious relationship?