O.o

the way i figure, no use throwing a perfectly good relationship out the window cuz i beleive i have feelings for someone else. it may just be an infatuation, a phase, and it wont last long. or lust? idk. we will nvr be together, ivealready tried, but until i graduate school, im not gonna focus on just larry.

see, i have this problem, and im sure a lot of girls can relate. for some reason, i get strongly attached to a person, viciously hunt them down til i have them, then lose interest. im afraid that might be whats going on. i love larry, so im not gonna destroy something good in the dim chance that it might work between me and s****** and not lose interest.

and sense i feel like weve been married forever, i am excited. i want to start picturing everything in my head. is that so bad?! XD. weve talked about everything. were quite mature about this.

and im 18 1/2 btw