1. I'm overanalytical to an extreme degree of myself (analysing every emotion I get)
2. I go through short cycles where I'm a functioning human being for a week but then I plummet into laziness, nothingness and self-loathing for months.
3. I am teetering on the edge of poverty, my roommate and I are constantly worried we'll get evicted.
4. I'm in debt (though my tax return should help that)
5. I make little constitutions for myself that will say, "Okay, Motoko, you need to get it together and not do this or this but do that and that" and they never seem to work.

I just don't get myself.