I don't take people being rude to be me terribly well. Sometimes I think that I expect a certain politeness from people that I don't get and that I can be impolite to them in future as a result. In short, I can be pretty petty at times.
I don't take people being rude to be me terribly well. Sometimes I think that I expect a certain politeness from people that I don't get and that I can be impolite to them in future as a result. In short, I can be pretty petty at times.
Not my words Carol, the words of Top Gear magazine.
my life is so messed up it would take to long to explain
Stalpho Slayer
I do not feel confident about myself unless I have a lot of money.
I believe in the power of humanity.
I could give you a list also.
But I won't bore you.
I'm lazy, depressed, and kind of prone to bragging (even though I try very hard not to).
Also, I've had this horrible cough ever since I got a cold about a month ago.
I'm unable to take criticism from anyone, even my friends, no matter how tame or constructive.
The messenger is standing at the gate
Ready to let go
Ready for the crush
Too late for whispers
Too late for the blush
The past is mercy
When the future is aglow
I'm made of ice and I glow?
I'm easily antagonized by things and when I get pissed off I become less rational and my language deteriorates in to even more foul language.
I take things at face value, if someone says they're due home at this time or will finish work at this time and I know how long it should take for them to get home, reach me whatever I expect them to be on-time. I also expect people to pay me back on time or to do what they said they would.
I come across as remarkably confident but secretly when I take severe knocks (such as missing out on a good job offer when I know I gave a good interview) I need lots of motivational help to get me to do so again.
1. I'm overanalytical to an extreme degree of myself (analysing every emotion I get)
2. I go through short cycles where I'm a functioning human being for a week but then I plummet into laziness, nothingness and self-loathing for months.
3. I am teetering on the edge of poverty, my roommate and I are constantly worried we'll get evicted.
4. I'm in debt (though my tax return should help that)
5. I make little constitutions for myself that will say, "Okay, Motoko, you need to get it together and not do this or this but do that and that" and they never seem to work.
I just don't get myself.
" The secret is to just keep moving."- Franka Potente, actress
" All the world is a stage." - Jacques, As You Like It by Shakespeare
You learn things about who you feel you should be but then you see these things are not you at all.
I can not save money for the life of me.
I'm really bad about procrastinating.
I can't even boil water right.
What's wrong with me?
I'm NOT on drugs. (worse than me being on drugs, says my boss)
I can't do math.
I'm very immature.
I get overly excited sometimes.
I have insane dreams when I get sick.
I can't focus at important but boring tasks. At all.
I'm annoyingly impulsive.
I'm not very social.
I'm overweight.
I procrastinate everything as much as possible. (Possibly linked to my first issue.)
Mild form of ADHD because she gets overly excited now and then and have insane dreams when she's sick? :p. Isn't that jumping to conclusions a bit much :p
*Actually has ADHD btw*
I like how you hid your real name by using your screen name there.
everything is wrapped in gray
i'm focusing on your image
can you hear me in the void?