At the end of the year, I go into epic CBA mode. Especially at the end of my senior year of High School! I have 12 days left, I just want it to end. It's kind of gotten me into a big dilemma, because I picked with a few other people in Chorale to perform at Carnegie Hall. Howeverrrr, the teacher had no rehearsals with us, and basically just threw the music at us and told us to learn it. Which no one could do, so it'll be a huge failure and embarrassment. And now I really don't want to even go, but I'll get skinned alive by my teacher if I skive. But then again, 12 days left of school. Does it really matter if she's mad? And considering all the she's done to me, it'd be a happy end of the year "SCREW YOU!"

It's also hurting me because I'm taking forever to start searching for an office job. All the positions are going to be taken, and I'm just sitting on my bum all lazy. Ughhhhh.

What do you do when you feel like this? Do you feel all lazy and CBA often? :kaoupset: