Well after being interrogated by British Immigration for 3 hours while he waited in the airport lobby area, I walked out to the lobby, and spotted him instantly. My heart started racing and I felt myself become VERY nervous and I was blushing. His dad saw me right away and smiled, but he didn't even notice me, so I walked right up to him and just stood there. Finally he looked up, smiled a kind of shy smile and said "oh, hello!" I looked down, all nervous and shy and sheepish because of the thing with British government so I just said "...hi..." and smiled. As we walked to the elevator, he grabbed my carry on luggage out of my hand and carried it for me while his dad asked me what all went on with the immigration lady (alan had been called on his cell because she asked him some questions so they knew what was going on) and I told him a few things and he could tell I was near tears so he hugged me. We left the airport and on the drive back to their place, the nervousness VERY gradually started to go away. I started poking fun at him like I always do and everything was ok.

We got to their house and he went into the kitchen and suggested his mom make me a sandwich as I was in the living room talking to his dad some more. I watched tv and his mom brought me a cup of coffee and a sandwich. Alan sat in an armchair on the other side of the couch (most likely to give me space...he was done being nervous when we left the airport and he could tell I was still really nervous) and we watched tv. He kept glancing over at me and I was watching him out of the corner of my eye, but he didn't notice. At one point, he just kinda laughed after looking at me so when he looked away I looked over at him and smiled, then looked back at the tv.

At some point, he said "dad, I'm taking Kari and we're gonna go." His dad asked where. "Oh, just out." "Well, where's out?" "Dad, you know how when you were a kid you'd just tell your parents you were just going out? Well, that's what I'm doing." "...But I'm not my parents!" Alan just kind of chuckled and got up. "Come on," he said, gesturing to me. I got up with him and we went to his car, got in, and he started it up.

Without looking at him (unless he was looking away, of course), I was able to FINALLY talk to him by saying more than just "...hi..." and random obviously flirty fun poking comments. At some point, I was able to look into his eyes and he smiled when he noticed this. I couldn't help but smile back.

"I don't know where we're going," he admitted after a few minutes of driving. I laughed. "Well, what are we getting from the store?" I hadn't heard the whole "dad, I'm taking Kari out" conversation, so I assumed we were going to the store for something. He grinned at me and said "we're not going to the store for anything." Realization hit me then as to where we were going and I pieced the conversation from earlier together. "...oooooh, I see...." I said in a knowing voice. He chuckled and kept driving. I fiddled with my thumbs a bit, suddenly shy again.

"Well, the only bad thing about being in person now, is that I have to worry about onion breath from that sandwich when you kiss me." He laughed a little and said "doesn't matter to me," and kept driving for a bit. After a bit more driving we reached the beach's parking lot. He rolled up the windows and I unbuckled my seatbelt. We looked into each other's eyes for a bit, smiling because we were both a little nervous. I took initiative.

"...I love you..." I whispered. He looked straight into my eyes, smiled gently, moving a little closer.

"...I love you too..." He gently rested his hand on my cheek, and our lips met in the most Earth-shattering, perfect, long-awaited, stomach-tingling kiss I've EVER had. We stopped for a moment.

"...Kari..." lips only centimeters away..."...Alan..."..."I love you.." "I love you too..." we kissed again.

After a while, he realized we were in a VERY public place, and decided to find another spot.

Later that night when we were having a rather...heated lip locking session and I ended up on top of him, I pulled away and said "...make love to me..."

He was more than willing to comply.
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We both lost our virginities that night and it was perfect <3 awkward due to the lack of experience, but perfect nonetheless =] It felt amazing....

We ended up going to 2 or 3 different places to make out xD After that time I was able to look him fully in the eyes, right before I said "I love you" for the first time in real life...The ice was broken then and there.

....God I hope I can get back there asap =[