But Zeldy, you have a cute nose![]()
But Zeldy, you have a cute nose![]()
The messenger is standing at the gate
Ready to let go
Ready for the crush
Too late for whispers
Too late for the blush
The past is mercy
When the future is aglow
Zeldy has the nose that I've always wanted. Having an "adult" nose isn't all it's cracked up to be. My nose makes me look mean and angry because it's thin and bone and long.
I'm hoping I'll lose a lot of weight in college since I'll be walking around all the time, and I won't really be snacking so much, since I can feel full from even the healthy stuff (it was very good during orientation) in the dining halls. I want to be the anti Freshman-15. I need to lose 15 off of my big tummy and jiggly fat thighs. D:
I used to be so thin when I was like 7 or so. Well the camera hates me, and I hate the freking camera. I do not smile cause I feel awkward. My lips go downward (frowning?) so people often underestimate me.
Now I've grown larger in all directions. I'm almost as tall as my oldest male cousin (but still pretty short cause I stopped growing when I reached 5ft6). My lips are still frowning. Everytime I smile, my face gets too oily (maybe because I'm too fat) and my feet hurts and they have like huge veins near the balls of the feet. Sometimes my feet would turn purplish.
Once I have the money and the time, I'd probably get surgery to make me like 5ft8, get a nose job, join a gym, and probably take in meth to make my skin whiter so when I get a tan, it will be even.
I've put on a stone since starting work in an office, as opposed to cycling 6 miles a day to do 2 hours cleaning. However, I now live a longer walk from work, and up a hill, so I am getting slightly more exercise.
However, I am much better looking than I was when I was 14.![]()
"I work in one of those humble call centres... Apparently, what we're doing at the moment is 'sprinkling our magic along the way'. It's a call centre, not Hogwarts." ~ Caroline Garlick, Ayrshire, BBC News Magazine
Its ok Breine, I'm here now, everything will be ok...
Oh, did I mention I'm awesome?
I think I'm getting there, slowly. ;_; I look better and better every year, imho. I was an awkward teenager at 13 and then suddenly I turned 17-18 and ... got boobs. Huge boobs. And my body got curvy.
Hopefully my dark circles will GTFO of my face or something and pimples too. Actually when I was awkward and 15 I had clear skin.ty.
My sister looks amazing though for 30 and I'm hoping I age just like her.
I'm going to be working out all this summer, so by the time I get back to school, I'll look decent. I also like my face right now.
I've yet to reach my prime.![]()
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