I love that swim suit.

I tried to shop for a bathing suit earlier this week, because my friend invited me to her pool party. I wanted to go to Victoria's Secret, because it's the only place that has adult swim suits that are actually cute. But they were out, so I was trying some out at Pac Sun, but they all looked awful on my body, so I left crying and decided I'd never try on a bathing suit again until I lose 15 lbs.

So I had to skip out on going to her party. =[ I feel sad, because I would have been there right now in her new pool. I miss swimming...