I should have been gay...

[ReloadPsi]

I consider myself bi due to certain attractions and paraphilias that I have (which I will say are very strange, but I assure you totally legal, and I've told almost nobody other than others who share such kinks) but couldn't possibly do the buttsex; the idea is repulsive to me plus that would disqualify me from donating blood. Also I became a lot less open about it when people I could not freakin' stand (alright fine, one person I couldn't stand and another who was just being a total tease) kept flirting with me and even convinced themselves we were in a goddamned relationship. These days I'm only bisexual on paper... the world isn't made of paper though, so outwardly I'm pretty much asexual.

That aside, I've always believed bisexuality to be a very natural thing, and in general society tends to re-shape people towards straight or gay. Being "bi on paper" I can't understand what would make guys have no interest in women or make the gals have no interest in men, but meh. I don't think there's anything wrong with someone liking both genders because for some reason I think we're originally supposed to. Not sure why.

Incidentally, the Spartans that the movie 300 chronicles the events of were (supposedly) bisexual and totally hot for each other; made them fight better apparently. I think a bunch of Alexander The Great's men were meant to be like that too. Can't remember though.

So yeah. Nothing wrong with liking the same sex. If some kind of vague social stigma makes you find it wrong, just keep it quiet and don't act on it. It's your decision to make. Just don't sleep with your openly gay classmate and then deny that you yourself are gay

Oh yeah, and in response to the actual issue originally raised: yeah, more guys have claimed to like me than girls, though more than one of said guys later came to believe it was more of a "big brother figure" thing than a romantic/sexual attraction. Most of the girls who have "liked" me were usually just girls in school trying to piss me off, thinking I would believe them and let them tease me into a false sense of security. Or maybe I kept blowing off girls with a genuine interest in me. Ah crap...