I'm the same. Rare that girls ever really even notice me xD They almost never make the first move on me. Had a really awkward situation where a gay guy got a little fixated on me and tried to turn me. So I can't say my life would have been any better if I were gay. 'Cause that guy certainly wouldn't have been my type. But I do have one or two close gay friends that have boosted my confidense in the past :]