Here's another anonymous one that I'll post for today:

You know, all I really want for Christmas is to be happy. Christmas is a holiday that I always see in a negative light. My family is very broken, and there is often a lot of fighting during this season. It breaks my heart. Sure, of course, I like getting Christmas presents and stuff, but I still have this constant hollow feeling every year. It doesn't help much that I'm a total shut-in who gets little to no actual human interaction, but still wishes for eventual love. Of course, there are those I have feelings for, but I can't bring myself to say anything to them. I don't know how. I'm tired of spending every day doing the same things over and over, alone. To put it simply, I don't want to be alone anymore. It's really hard for me to interact with people in person. It's even harder when they don't share my interests. Meeting someone that I can hold in my arms and call my own would make me boundlessly happy. I want to be needed. I want to belong to someone. Sometimes I just never see that happening, though. I look at these same walls every night, in this cold bedroom, and it's easy to say that every night feels more lonesome than the next.

Do not get me wrong. This is not a complaint. I bring a lot of my problems upon myself. If I cannot find my own personal happiness this year, then I hope at least one of you out there does.

So how do I feel about this month? Indifferent. It's cold and boring. How do I feel about the holidays? Well, I don't like them. I'm tired of going to 5 different family members' houses for Christmas every year, just because no one gets along.

I'd wish for something sappy like world peace or something like that, but I know it will never happen. Instead, I wish that everyone gets what they want out of life. I know it's completely unrelated to Christmas, but it is my sincerest wish. Don't let anything hold you back, ever. Life is too short. Life is too precious. If you want something good to happen in your life, then get off of your ass and make it happen. I know this full well, and yet I still cannot bring myself to do so. Don't be like me. Find your happiness in life if you haven't yet. Use your time wisely. In the end, it's all you really have