On my mind: Waaah waaaaah waaaaaaaaaah. (Various whining and sadness I don't really feel the need to discuss)

Positives: I'm trying to start taking better care of myself and think about me for once. Obviously this will be followed by a plan and therapy, which I have been struggling with for a long time. And I will hopefully be attending college fairly soon... which I am completely excited for.

Negatives: I'm afraid things will get worse. I don't know if I can handle that sort of thing, especially now.