I miss my VERY young self. I was such a beautiful child. I was really thin and tall for my age, and I got offers to child model and everything, but I turned them down because I was a lame tomboy.
Now I'll never know what it's like to model. ;;
I miss my VERY young self. I was such a beautiful child. I was really thin and tall for my age, and I got offers to child model and everything, but I turned them down because I was a lame tomboy.
Now I'll never know what it's like to model. ;;
I was a pretty little girl with brown eyes and blonde hair.
Now I'm weird lookin', tall and lanky. Brown hair.
Oh, I don't know:
edit: and when I was even younger I look like a girl, so yeah, that too.
and yowza Noctiluca has changed like woah.
Oh my freaking god, Lev. xD
For me, most people tell me I haven't changed except that short time in elementary school when puberty beat me with a bat. Shaving in the 5th grade and having your voice drop overnight is not fun in those years...
Beyond that, I look the same as I did when I was a child except my hair color darkened from light sandy color to a blondish brown color. I'm constantly mistaken for a high school student...![]()
True beauty exists in things that last only for a moment.
Current Mood: And it's been a long December and there's reason to believe. Maybe this year will be better than the last. I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself. To hold on to these moments as they pass...
One picture of my childhood exists. I own it and keep it locked away in a secure location away from prying eyes.
That said, I was an adorable little boy who was into all manner of weird and crazy stuff. I also knew a girl who thought she was a cat and I pushed girls off the monkey bars. So I was also mean. I had big glasses, too.
I looked terrible when I was a teenager; overweight, a severe acne problem, and the worst style glasses in history. I've destroyed all pictures I had from back then, but unfortunately there's still hundreds on an old schoolfriend's website >.<
The messenger is standing at the gate
Ready to let go
Ready for the crush
Too late for whispers
Too late for the blush
The past is mercy
When the future is aglow
I look the best now than I ever had. Except it's weird my bra size was bigger in 9th grade than now 11th...and my hair was longer. But still all my baby fat is gone.
I'm flattered, but I'm asian. Sorry you won't ever look like me <3
I've been 5'6 since I was maybe 16 or 17. A breakdown of my weight at various times of my life:
Before 18: irrelevant
19-20: 120-125 lbs
24: 140 lbs
25: 160 lbs / fat (sauce) was probably 27 at the time.
Then gradual decrease of fat until I look the way I do today.
The 'pictures' of me in EoFF album are when I was 24, I think.
I will say, generally, that I've never hated the way I looked at any point in my life. When I was < 22 years old I had 8% body fat but was skinny (or atheletic, would be what I write in when asked). I cared more about cardio than I do now, and had visible abs and pretty much nothing else. I guess for some people that's better than they can hope?
I don't like the idea of hating the way you look just because you ended up better. At the end of this year I expect to be between 160-170 lbs, so does that mean I'll look back at me at the start of the year and go 'lol weakling' ? I don't think so. Wrong mentality to take.
I had dark freckles when I was a kid, and I'm glad that they've faded.
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*grabs bag*
I have enough love for Bunny to suffice for the both of us.![]()
I looked like a scruffy rockstar when I was younger. I still look like a scruffy rockstar.
You hold my heart in your manly hands I wanna feel the throb of your handsome gland. I wanna hold you tight like a newborn kitten, against my flesh like a cashmere mitten. Tickly tick, I'm makin' skin bump heaven and all the way down it's lookin' cleanly shaven. Prickety pricks, it's stubble on stubble I better slow down or I'm in real trouble. Want you, touch you, feel you, taste you! Knick knack whacky whack 'till I see the man stew. spin you around let me see that hole! I'm a tunnelin' in a like a short hair mole. Once I'm inside I'm gonna leave a trace, half in there and half on that face! One finger, two finger, there fingers gone! Mano a mano I love you John!