I feel the same way as you, Evastio. Though, I can't say that I lost my desire to be a "full-time" member like I was in the past. I was gradually falling out, and during the entire year of 2008, the passion I had was gone for EoFF, and I had my full attention on something else. Earlier this year that had to come to an end and one could say that I had nothing to be passionate about anymore. So at this point, I've decided that I'll try to return to EoFF. Turns out I'm just lurking more than I post, since I have no real desire to fully return since I was gone for a long time. I don't know, I just find it hard to find my place after being away. With the hosting to the Screen Name Tournaments gone over to Ouch!, there's nothing that I can do anymore... or is there? ?