Lynx has a good point. I was telling krissy that if I knew I were going to die and could make a last phone call, I'd call my parents and tell them that I love them and that they did well. But telling people that you love them or apologizing for something can be done at any time. Why is it so hard to express feelings of love and friendship and good will to the people that really matter to us unless it's our last day on earth?