I'm surprised I didn't cry in retrospect. I blubber at everything. However, there were times that it was almost beyond tears with the gut-wrenchingness.


Playing it again certain little things have happened differently that make me feel a little different about stuff.

(SPOILER)Last time I was crappy about getting Shaun to bed on time and buy the time I got his teddy he was asleep. The first time I went to my office and watched a video of Jason playing in the yard with me and sobbed. This time I got back with Shaun's teddy and he told me it wasn't my fault.

Already I felt differently about him after finishing the game and knowing that he really cared for his father, but the first time around he was so despondent and I thought maybe he actually did blame me or didn't feel comfortable with me.