I hate working out and I hate exercise. I only did it because I wasn't happy with what I saw in the mirror and now that I'm not unhappy, I don't give a damn about it.

All physical self improvement has ever taught me is that it's never good enough. I was 4'6 at 13 y/o and doctors told me I would be 5'6 when I was done growing (they averaged my parents' heights to figure that out). When I reached 5'6 I was still short, but when you are 4'6 5'6 is HUGE (or at least close to acceptable God)

The same thing happened to me when I was losing weight and gaining muscle. I hope for your sake you never think long and hard about why you do superficial physical improvement.

Anyway, rant rant rant.