The real issue is why you ever spent 40 hours with the game if it is indeed as unfathomably horrible as you put forth. I recently started Dragon Age: Origins. It was a cool game, I enjoyed how it was all put together, but after completing a decent chunk of it, I decided it just wasn't for me. I put it down and picked up Oblivion on my quest to check out WRPGs. But for you to play a game from start to finish yet come here and complain about how immorally it treated you, I'm thinking either the game really isn't that bad and you did get some enjoyment from it, or you really need to do some reflecting about the life choices you make.