
 Originally Posted by 
Jowy
					
				 
				
	
		
			
			
				
					
 Originally Posted by 
Calliope
					
				 
				Towns, you're not even doing your job; this thread needs more Cody, Simon, Knox and Robbie.
			
		 
	 
 Knox won't ever post here again.  He still makes fun of me for it.  

 
			
		 
	 
 
I'm just scared.  A lot of people here remember a very different and much stupider young me.  I've changed now, but that memory would be hard to shake, and I don't know if it's worth opening old wounds to show anyone, some of whom had very legitimate reasons to dislike me.
For what it's worth, I miss many of you, and this was the first place I felt a legitimate sense of community.  I'm sorry I messed that up, and hope you can find a way to forgive me, because I still haven't fully forgiven myself.
(I live in Portland now and am doing well.  On October 2nd, I will have lived here for 2 consecutive years, making it the longest I have ever lived anywhere as an adult.)