I've been told I have a very chill and calm temperment. I talk very calmly at work usually and outside of work. Many people think I am stoner too because of this but in fact I am none of these things. I am highly stressed right now and as a calming mechanism for myself I speak more calmly or I am just exhausted. My face I guess looks normal or tired.

It is my hair that reflects my true state of mind: it is in total disarray right now. My hair is curly and wavy right now despite having naturally straight hair. Yesterday I had to put my hair in a bun cuz I woke up with a mullet. Ffffff

No one would dare tell me to smile if I was visibly upset (which is rare nowadays) because they know if I have gotten to the point of anger it's best to leave me alone. I am not approachable when angry.