I used to not post, all the time, because I was worried about saying something stupid or annoying the Shinra. Now I don't post because I'm lazy.
I still read the forums every day though. At least some things don't change.
I used to not post, all the time, because I was worried about saying something stupid or annoying the Shinra. Now I don't post because I'm lazy.
I still read the forums every day though. At least some things don't change.
I don't feel I was too negative bout my eoff past hahahaha
I'm not exactly an "older" member but whenever I read my old posts on a forum I've been a member of for a long time I feel embarrassed and want to delete everything. Especially since I've been going on forums since I was 8...
Era Vulgaris
"My life's a chip in your pile. Ante up!" ~Setzer, FFVI
"Knights do it two-handed!" ~Drunkard, FFV
I don't really have any desire to go back and look through a ton of old posts, but I know how I'd feel about 'em. Some would be embarrassing and silly, others overly serious, others trying too hard to be cool. Mostly, they'd just be relics of the past that hardly feel real anymore--even if the whole conversations remain, the context in which they were held, that moment in time, is gone, and there's no way I can fully recall those circumstances.
But I think that's a good thing! As time goes by, it's easy to remember the good times and let the little annoyances and embarrassments fade away.
I still have a few extra accounts that are not banned. I probably remember some of the passwords too.
...
I haven't looked thoroughly, but I think I acted mostly the same.
In so many ways, this saddens me.
I was an idiot then and an idiot now, so that hasn't changed. Back then though, I thought I needed to be a different person online than I was offline. I thought that's what people did, what the internet was for. It meant doing/saying things I wish I hadn't.
i was like that, but on another forum
which then became my spiritual home
i'ts dead now
You can make this one your new home.
And I never paid for the drugs. Not even once.
I was awesome then, and I'm awesome now.
Proud to be the Unofficial Secret Illegal Enforcer of Eyes on Final Fantasy!
When I grow up, I want to go toBovineTrump University! - Ralph Wiggum
I'm not negative about my EoFF past.
My Livejournal got pretty bad at times, though.