So at my work we often get fresh seafood, while I understand oysters are still alive when you shuck them I do not feel too bad about it. What really gets me is killing lobsters and crabs. Lobster is not so bad since I am just throwing them into a pot of boiling water. Crabs? Aside from the fact that to cook evenly you should cook the legs and bodies separate (often separated while they are alive...), I always feel guilty. Luckily at my work, we rarely get hard-shelled crabs, and when we do we usually do them whole as well and it is usually not me. What really gets me is the soft-shelled crabs. To get them ready, you cut off their face (while it is still living), then the "tail". You then proceed to remove the lungs and squish out the guts (some people say to keep them in cuz they are tasty, normally I am told to squish them out). Did I mention they twitch after you cut the face off? Yeah...
I feel horrid when I do this since it seems rather cruel. Ironically, I do not really eat shellfish, so I am not even killing something I would eat. Though I usually offer a little thanks to the creatures for what they are sacrificing, since I am literally ending their lives. I try to make sure my knife is sharp and I do it quick. I honestly feel bad when I do it. The feeling lingers the rest of the day.
What about you guys? Do you offer thanks/ are mindful (religiously or not) of sacrifice of the animal in question? Have you ever had to kill an animal before you ate it? Are you thankful? Do you feel remorse?
(Before anyone asks or suggests it, I am by no means a vegetarian or vegan. I love me my meat.)