ok serious ocd problems of mine under the spoiler

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but uh
when i was a kid i used to rip at scabs like i couldn't leave them alone so they'd never heal. my hands were screwed up. i also had nervous tics with my neck and head, would tic to the side. i had to practice self control very hard to not do them anymore but sometimes i wonder if i dont while no one is watching. blinking... i only blink on specific surfaces. i can't step on cracks sometimes. i keep breathing to the beat of songs playing in my head which makes my oxygen intake irregular. i swish saliva in my mouth to imagined tunes as well. scratch my tongue on my teeth. i dunno dudes im kind of a special case.