i managed to find a switch in my head to turn off the smurfs i give.
i can be pretty careless about almost everything if i want.
i figured there is just no time in life to stress.
although i do freak out in my head sometimes a little about my boyfriend.
i dont want kids and neither does he.
but i know he only says no becaus i say it. he does want kids. and i am always afraid he might leave me one day becaus of that.
Nah man I'm too chill.
Yes. I freak the smurf out. Throw trout and yell. Well only if its an object. If its a person making me mad ill just shutdown and ignore everything if I'm that pissed.
It's very difficult to get me to freak out. It just means that when I do, I feel like something is massively, hugely wrong with me and I struggle to fix it easily. Generally I'm a very calm person. Even when emotions are on the go, I'm still very much in control.
Bow before the mighty Javoo!
Yes, but because I internalize pretty much everything, my panic attacks manifest in to physical pain where I will get headaches or jaw aches.
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