I got the "Proven Assailant" title/achievement in World of Warcraft after weeks of trying![]()
Haven't made one of these ever since I stopped posting every day (can't remember if I said this in the thread already, but I felt after awhile that I felt like I was just spamming this thread even with legit posts, so I decided to chill on it, especially since I think I proved a point to myself, along with a huge event in my life that really ended up helping me).
Anyway, had a great mother's day. What? I'm not a mom OR female?! Well, I made my mom happy. Then I took my parents out to see the Avengers since they haven't gone yet. It was just a real chill Sunday with a good movie. It also felt good doing something for them like that since they have taken care of me in a similar manner countless times.
I've lost about 9lbs since the last time I weighed myself (which was in the UK so, months ago, lol) but I've been eating better recently and working out a bit so I wonder if it's been quite recent. I'm really pleased with myself and so determined to lose this weight now!
Nightwish and their fantastic music is putting a smile on my face now.![]()
Ride with the steel and the power of the sword.
Stand up and fight now and forever more.
Rise through the night sky with daylight's desire.
To be free there must be Black Fire.
Black Fire by DragonForce. \m/
I'm really struggling at the moment. Pregnancy has not been kind to me and I feel like I'm just a vessel to carry the baby and that's where it ends. I feel so worthless and not in the slightest bit special or treasured or anything. It's crap.
And then I go to work and although it's insanely stressful, my kids,I just love them more than words can explain, they just have this magical way of making me smile. They're so innocent and not at all fickle- they say what they think. Yes the other week one of them said I had a tummy as big as The Gruffalo (!!) but most days as soon as I see them they tell me how beautiful I look or that they think my hair looks pretty or they love my dress-even though I gave up wearing make-up a few weeks ago as my right eye is infected. They cuddle me at any moment they can, tell me they love me, that I'm the best teacher ever, that I can come to their party or to a sleepover at their house. A little girl came up to me today and gave me a huge hug and said "i wish i was allowed to kiss you to show you how much I lpve you!" So sweet. They just make my heart want to burst. Most of their parents dont realise how lucky they are to have such precious children. The area that I work in is pretty deprived and unfortunately most of the parents just don't care. So it falls to me to give the kids all the love and attention they need- which is pretty hard when I have 58 of them.
I have 9 days left til I go on maternity leave. I really can't wait as I'm under so much stress, but part of me is dreading not seeing their little faces every day and knowing how they are. I love them so much and it's their love that's keeping me going at the moment.
I'm alive and I know many wonderful people in life. Whoever is reading this: You matter, and I want you to have the best day possible!![]()
New hoop trick today! Can now bring my hoop up from my hips to over my boobs! Just gotta perfect it! I can also do squats while hooping! Yassssssssss!
Going to make a thread about this, I think. But it definitely qualifies:
How frelling awesome is that?!
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He can really use a hand with this, and any support you can offer is appreciated.
That is a nice video. So sweet that they were able to do that for them. I couldn't imagine not seeing color.
Fun fact*, did you know daughters of color blind men have a small chance to see more colors then the rest of the human race? Like it's a supppppper small percentage but when you're color blind your'e only using two cones. Normally we use 3. And these women have 4. It's called Tetrachromacy. It's also very hard to prove because well, how do we know they are seeing a different blue when we only see so many ourselves.
Humans are cray.
*I have a lot of random facts like this that if you ever talk to me in a real conversation i'm always did you know-ing
I feel like this new language app gets me. It understands what phrases I want to know.
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Tax refund, new drum shells to make drums out of, parts for my dad's guitar I'm building should be delivered tomorrow. Not a bad day overall.