I try not to. I have a tendency to focus on the negative events in my life - primarily because they led up to my current health situation, which is utterly controlling my life most days - and all it really does is make me feel worse about how things are for me now...and things aren't that bad.

I actually feel a little disgusted with myself when I look back, because when I do I inevitably start to feel sorry for myself, and I've always hated that. It doesn't accomplish anything except to make things worse, and if things are THAT bad, then making them worse is the last thing you want to do. Past is past, and looking back on it won't change it. I'll occasionally get nostalgic for the "good old days", back when there was something to watch on TV in the morning, Sega were still in the console business, Power Rangers was awesome, and all I had to think about was whether I was going to go fishing in the stream or bug-catching out in the field, but beyond that...