I think Paul said something to me on Whatsapp the other day which basically put me in my place.

"Steve, we all know that whilst you've had the time being a player and yes, we can't deny that. You are at heart a bloody romantic and whats more is that you're all bloody heart so stop acting like things don't phase you because they do!"

Kudos to him, man knows me better than I know myself at times. That or he'll just voice the things I won't.