I am feeling super bummed out right now. I have stress fractures in one of my feet which has pretty much put a stunning halt to 90% of the exercise I was doing. It's getting on my nerves now, I just want to go out for a run but I can't, nor can I do most of the exercises I did at home because I have to avoid weight bearing on said foot as much as possible. I'm actually getting fed up of doing nothing, of having to get cabs everywhere...

I also lost very little weight over the whole of February, which annoyed me - now coupled with my foot injury I've been eating junk again (and not even in controlled amounts like I was before). So now I'm annoyed at myself for doing that, but at the same time I want more junk too... like I could literally murder for some Chocolate Digestives right now. While I was playing Type-0 over the past few days I pretty much had a take-out every night and went through tubs of pringles/bottles of cola everyday.

I literally haven't been like that for 2 years. It's kinda scary, but at the same time, I loved every second of it.

I think I've definitely put weight back on this month, not looking forward to weighing in next week.

I vented about this in the EoFF MFP group but no-one other than Shlup seems to check the smurfing thing anymore. Then I get even more annoyed with myself because people in that MFP group said I'm an inspiration to them, and now I feel like I'm letting them down.

I just want someone to listen...