I know you weren't
It's just funny to see how all this video gaming stuff used to require such sacrifice. I think the creator of SH1's cutscenes also had to do it alone and also had to move into his office, and I'm pretty sure Yasunori Mitsuda did the same when he wanted to prove he could compose the soundtrack to Chrono Trigger. I'm just hoping that Xenogears guy got to work on some better organized projects later.