Still upset I haven't found a decent job. I also still don't have a car because of the job situation so I'm pretty much stuck to the house. Applying for jobs is soul crushing. My friends from college don't ever call me. I always called them first, but wanted to see if they would call me. This year, nothing and they didn't remember my birthday either. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to be trapped in my situation forever. I'm too old to still be living with my mama.