The Journal Thread (May)

[Super Christ]

I'm not much for keeping a journal, and probably nobody's gonna read this, but what the hey.

Apparantly, in trying to convince my brother to get better grades, my dad said "You don't want to become like Chris, 20 and still living at home with a dead end job, do you?"

I wanted to take the leisurely road to what I wanted - though longer, it's not as likely to burn me out from working too hard. But goddammit, I'm not going to put up with that! Apparantly nobody believes in me - apparantly, every time I tell someone that I'm going to something, they write it off as a pipe dream that will never be more than something I say I'll do. Nobody believes I can get the money to buy the Villa like I plan on doing. Nobody believes that any of the ideas for machines, or neural nets, could possibly work. Fine! Tomorrow I'm going to go get another 4 jobs. That will give me the funds to move out, AND begin development of these ideas.

I will prove everyone wrong.