The Journal Thread (October)

[Gene Ohm]

And this makes 3 journals, all on the net, all were ppl can see them.....
.......natch! >.O
Oh well, like anyone would be daft enough to want to read my life XD
I feel better today, a bit anyway
I also feel like I am getting less and less attached to life, more now, I find myself annalysing things that I often took for granted
I also find myself volunteering information to certain ppl, even when I felt I never would
Its kind of scary to realise I trust certain individuals that greatly..
Actually.. no its not.. but it is.. ack
*shoots instincts*
^^ hmph! yes it IS!
I feel more of a comedian these days too
I find myself cheering ppl up a lot, even ppl i dont really know, much to my suprise
Dads out
Go to karate.. stay in.. go to karate.. stay in...
Stay in *nods*
I'll go on Tuesday
I wont get in for Christmas gradings now anyway
*snaps wrist*
Must stop doing that.. But it helps me think.. dam..
I feel so unimportant right now
Like everyone around me dosent really see me
I feel.. like a little dot at the end of a sentance, unnoticed, but still there
I feel
Like ending it all? No.. not yet.. I guess I just want some action, something to happen. Something exciting to get me thinking again
I got added to a conv with all the other ppl of a different forum last night, I was happy, til i realised it was all in-jokes i didnt understand..
nOObness... _-_
At least I still have friends, and sometimes ppl i dont expect it from
DT is still a really close friend to me, which makes me very happy ^^
Oh well
Enough of this, I should go.. do.. something.. or.. yeah, I cant write much here yet, cos I'm not confident enough, ppl tend to read the post of ppl new to journals so I'll leave all the important stuff til no-ones looking!

~Celeste