Haha, don't worry about it. I've done it all as well. I'm still trying to find a place that will make a fully functional replica of Squall's gunblade. I have all these sketches, but so far, no one is willing to take up the task.

14 times, 15 in the making. I've played it since day one on PSX, and day one on PC. I'm a major loser as well... but that's besides the point.