I'm at that point I find myself reaching in some games.
That point at the undead dungeon in Windwaker.
That point at the end of chapter 3 in Final Fantasy X-2.
That point at the very first town in Dragon Warrior 7.
That point where I just lose the will to continue. I don't know if it's just the dunes. I was really glad when I got my black mage to 20, and could get the hell out of the dunes. But oh woe is me, I didn't have a subjob. So back I went to the dunes to level up red mage. And that's the point where I just lost it.
I want to keep going, I really do. The problem isn't that I lost interest in the game, persay. The problem is that I STUPIDLY PICKED A HUME.
That's right, laugh at me all you want. I picked a hume to be a black mage. I didn't know any better. I thought it would be like Everquest where race didn't matter much. But I see those tarutarus doing 30 points more damage with their spells... and well quite frankly I get a little embarrassed. I realize that I will always be inferior to the taru. Now I feel like recreating my character and making a tarutaru.
I only have 5 days total playtime. Not much, right? Is it worth it to scrap my 20 Black Mage/ 14 Red Mage Hume and go for the taru? I really don't want to solo 1-10 two times over again and have to run to Jeuno again. Then again, I don't want to be a bad black mage either.
I don't know what to do. I guess what I'm asking is if it would be worth it. I don't like being a weak black mage. I want only the best. I know this feeling is going to just get worse and worse the higher my level goes.
Should I start over?