Okay when I start, or anyone else start to talk about death (yep, I said death), everyone just said "Don't talk about that!", but I said why not? Does anybody here as ever tried to suicide? It's normal, no it's not. When we want to suicide (and forgive me if I am upsetting you, but it's what I think) it's because anything is wrong. My 2nd reason to come for a forum it was because I didn't want to think that this ideas (mine ideas), were only mine! And I want to find people that had or has the same life than I! I know it's difficult... Can someone say " I understand you, and I lived that experience?" I don't want to be alone anymore... :-( :sad: :shame: