I get what you mean, oh Kapitano. I was ashamed of the stupidest things on my early teens.

For example, most of my friends were older, and they started grow pubic hair earlier than me. I was ashamed of a stupid thing like that. =P Et cetera, et cetera. I also used to be ashamed when I was still a virgin, and most of my friends were not. That was stupid as well. These days I have huge respect for the people who are "saving themselves" for the right people. I really wish I would've not had sex with some people before Lilly.