I'm going to quote a scottish man (well the words were attributed to him anyway) and mel gibson made a film about him William Wallace of scotland (watch braveheart the film is true he led a rebellion then refused mercy when caught hung drawn and quartered, his death resulted in open rebellion, dont know about the princess part that might've been poetic liscense):

Every man dies it is merely a matter of when, where and how. However not every man truly lives.

essentially I can agree with his words I've attempted suicide several times came close once with an overdose yet I'm here and death is just the end game of life yet I am not really ready to surrender yet. I have lived I have known true love and I know true pain. I know how it feels to be empty and full of sorrow yet I lived then and I will find a way to truly love and to truly live again. but I'd give every day of my life from here til I'm 80 and die in my bed to come back and change my life so far