how others see me:

Strong open minded kind of guy lots of morals and honour. Can be a control freak but if you need something done then best to ask him. Trust worthy and full of advice if you need help talk to him wether your just venting or searching for advice. Average to above average physical looks with a strong sense of modesty. And most of all he is a survivor and pulls through no matter what.

As I see myself:

Pathetic hopless romantic, who could cry during the film pearl harbour, depressive taste in music, a total control freak trying always to lose control in some respects and keep control in others ~ looking for equilibrium. Way below average looks in a physical sense, struggling to deal with the problems in my own life let alone anyone elses. Only here cause he bloody failed in suicide, who is a survivor not by choice but by default. I also have a strong sense of honour and duty and therefore will keep my word to the best of my abilities