At the moment, I see myself in a very liminal stage of my life, and I'm not sure which way to go. In the past eight months I've screwed up alot, and I'm having to work very hard to keep things together right now. For the first time ever, I'm seriously shaken in my self confidence, which may not be such a bad thing. Overall, I'm happy with who I am, I'm just beginning to learn that I won't always be happy with the choices that I make.

Others see me as very powerful and afraid of weakness, which is true. Alot of people are recently seeing my failed attempts at keeping what bothers me at bay, but luckily enough they care for me and are helping me through. I don't necessarily like this, but I suppose I need it right now. Most people also see me as just a little crazy, I think. That may be true as well.