when I actually wear a item of clothing that is not black and can not be defined as a roll neck in any way. when I go bright red then go dark brown (I burn but it turns brown and makes me look cypriot or greek.) when I listen to stuff like Lostprophets ~ Our last summer and cant stop a smile forming on my face. When I wish I hadn't broke my funny bone last year (seriously happened in a mosh pit) and had to give up BMXing all together permanantly or risk crippling my right arm (my bike is all rusted now cause of the lack of the will to look after her she wasnt even responsible for it).