You shouldn't let people who take advantage of you keep taking advantage of you. I know you were raised to think that doing good was 'it's own reward', or any other combination of mental programmings that will instill a 'slavish' mentality. I'm sure at some point you thought that it would be great to be a slave to a woman in exchange for love and sex, because well, it makes sense - you get what you want and she gets what she wants. But if she doesn't know about the deal or doesn't agree to it, why continue? You must divorce yourself from the mentality that doing good for itself is not worthwhile if you don't feel good about it.

For example, would you pay my visa bill for me? It's a good deed. I won't even say thank you or pay you back though. You won't? Then why spend thousands on a woman who won't say thank you or sleep with you or whatever you want? Doesn't make sense to me.

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