hey, you can be a nerd AND a goth at the same time. i look like i belong at a punk cocnert but i am a nerd as well. as for where to get shirts, look online. ive never checked on this but i would imagine they would have some at square-enix's website or something. if not, try ebay (i KNOW they make ff shirts). also, if u still ahve the instruction booklet that came with ff9 u can try ordering out of that. i dunno if that will work though. but yeah, you most likely will not find these anywhere but the internet.