Day after day, I feel more strongly that I should've started as tarutaru. Tarutaru melee; I 'd make thf/nin again. My mule is taru and it was fun to mess around with them. Tarus get much more attention ( especially taru melees) and they are very fun and cute.

Thing is, at level 42, my work this far would've been pretty much wasted, expect all the valuable knowledge, experience and equipments I've gained ( which I could sell and give money to my taru) and while I feel very motivated to play with taru, I am not: I instantly get those thoughts in my head how I have to hunt for sub job items, kazham keys and all that stuff again. -_- I just cant decide. But I guess it's better do it rather than thinking everyday how fun it'd be taru. I'm just needing help to motivate myself to do these things again.

Anyway, have you started over and at what level? God I wish I would've wanted taru much earlier.