i really hate being with people i don't know. it makes it hard to make friends i have very few
my family arn't really close at all. the thought of us all going out??? too horrible. i've just had a home cooked meal with my whole family...the third one in a year...one other was at christmas
the friends i do have have to be wary of me though. i hate being in places i don't know which is a pain when i'm on a night out i have to go home which is a £20 taxi journey
i can't go up to people and talk, because i know that they woudn't want to talk to me
plus i make a fool of myself all the time