I let my ex c***tease me so much that I had to resort to physical assault to curb my rage. Coupled with a childhood promise, I became completely and totally emotional, questioning the rationale for suicide (my stated punishment for hitting a woman), and posted the whole thing in EoEo, making a big deal out of it and having people tell me I was being irrational and foolhardy.
And that's about as worse as it got. Gross.