I tried to find Xenogears years back but I guess it was just never released around here. Tried online retailers but they would either be out of stock or just don't deliver. Anyways, in Xenosaga I gave up trying to follow the stories. The long cut scenes bored me so I kept skipping them and just playing for battles. I'm playing Xenosaga II now and found myself bored to death of all this going back and forth during certain quests. I almost feel like quitting and playing another game because at this point I'm just forcing myself to play.