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Seeing as how this thread has gone to hell...my nin lyrics super sized

All of these lyrics were taken from http://www.wellnowwhat.net/nin/

halo one
down in it

1. down in it (skin)
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it

kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky
and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
sometimes i don't believe them myself
and i decided i was never coming down
just then a tiny little dot caught my eye
it was just about too small to see
but i watched it way too long
it was pulling me down

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

shut up so what what does it matter now
i was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground
and everything i never liked about you
is kind of seeping into me
try to laugh about it now
but isn't it funny how everything works out
("i guess the jokes on me," she said)

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i used to be so big and strong
i used to know my right from wrong
i used to never be afraid
i used to be somebody
i used to have something inside
now just this hole that's open wide
i used to want it all
i used to be somebody

i'll cross my heart i'll hope to die
but the needle's already in my eye
and all the world's weight is on my back
and i don't even know why
what i used to think was me is just a fading memory
i looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye"

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it (now i'm down in it)
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it

rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i was up above it

now i'm down in it

2. down in it (shred)
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it

kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky
and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
sometimes i don't believe them myself
and i decided i was never coming down
just then a tiny little dot caught my eye
it was just about too small to see
but i watched it way too long
it was pulling me down

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

shut up so what what does it matter now
i was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground
and everything i never liked about you
is kind of seeping into me
try to laugh about it now
but isn't it funny how everything works out
("i guess the jokes on me," she said)

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i used to be so big and strong
i used to know my right from wrong
i used to never be afraid
i used to be somebody
i used to have something inside
now just this hole that's open wide
i used to want it all
i used to be somebody

i'll cross my heart i'll hope to die
but the needle's already in my eye
and all the world's weight is on my back
and i don't even know why
what i used to think was me is just a fading memory
i looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye"

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it (now i'm down in it)

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it

rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i was up above it

now i'm down in it

some, some, some

down in it

i used to be somebody

down in it

i used to be somebody (down in it)

down in it

i used to be somebody

down, down, down in it

down in it

down, down, down in it

down in it
i used to be somebody

i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it

3. down in it (singe)
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it
now i'm down
now i'm down
now i'm down
now i'm down
now i'm down

into me
try to laugh about it now (into me)
but isn't it funny how everything works out (try to)
("i guess the jokes on me," she said) (try to)

i was up above it
above it
above it
above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it

somebody

some, some
some, somebody
some, some
some, somebody

now i'm down in it

somebody

now i'm down in it

now i'm down in it

somebody

rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day

halo two
pretty hate machine
1. head like a hole
god money i'll do anything for you
god money just tell me what you want me to
god money nail me up against the wall
god money don't want everything he wants it all

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

god money's not looking for the cure
god money's not concerned about the sick among the pure
god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised
god money's not one to choose

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

2. terrible lie
hey God, why are you doing this to me?
am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?
why am i seething with this animosity?
hey God, i think you owe me a great big apology

terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie

hey God, i really don't know what you mean
seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
hey God, can this world really be as sad as it seems

terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie

don't take it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't take it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't take it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't take it away from me
i need someone to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need someone to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't tear it
don't tear it
don't take it
don't take it
don't

hey God, there's nothing left for me to hide
i lost my ignorance, security and pride
i'm all alone in a world you must despise
hey God, i believed your promises, your promises and lies

terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie

(terrible lie)
you made me throw it all away
my morals left to decay (terrible lie)
how many you betray
you've taken everything (terrible lie)
my head is filled with disease
my skin is begging you please (terrible lie)
i'm on my hands and knees
i want so much to believe

i give you everything
my sweet everything
i give you everything (i need someone to hold on to. i need someone to hold on to)
my sweet everything (i need someone. i need someone. i need someone to hold on to)
i give you everything (i need someone to hold on to. i need someone to hold on to)
my sweet everything (i need someone to hold on to. i need someone to hold on)
i give you everything (i need someone to hold on to. i need someone to hold on to)
my sweet everything (i need someone. i need someone. i need someone to hold on to)
i give you everything (i need someone to hold on to. i need someone to hold on to)
my sweet everything (i need someone. i need someone. i need someone to hold on to)

(i need someone to hold on to)

3. down in it
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it

kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky
and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
sometimes i don't believe them myself
and i decided i was never coming down
just then a tiny little dot caught my eye
it was just about too small to see
but i watched it way too long
it was pulling me down

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

shut up so what what does it matter now
i was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground
and everything i never liked about you
is kind of seeping into me
try to laugh about it now
but isn't it funny how everything works out
("i guess the jokes on me," she said)

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i used to be so big and strong
i used to know my right from wrong
i used to never be afraid
i used to be somebody
i used to have something inside
now just this hole that's open wide
i used to want it all
i used to be somebody

i'll cross my heart i'll hope to die
but the needle's already in my eye
and all the world's weight is on my back
and i don't even know why
what i used to think was me is just a fading memory
i looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye"

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it (now i'm down in it)
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it

rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i was up above it

now i'm down in it

4. sanctified
it's still getting worse after everything i've tried
what if i found a way to wash it all aside
what if she touches with those fingertips
as the words spill out like fire from her lips

if she says come inside i'll come inside for her
if she says give it all i'll give everything to her

i am justified
i am purified
i am sanctified
inside you

Heaven's just a rumor she'll dispell
as she walks me through the nicest parts of hell (dance of hell)
i still dream of lips i never should have kissed
well she knows exactly what i can't resist

if she says come inside i'll come inside for her
if she says give it all i'll give everything to her

i am justified
i am purified
i am sanctified
inside you
"dear mom and dad, this is the hardest letter i've ever had to write. i'd hoped somehow to get out of this quickly so that you'd never have to know about it, but that just isn't possible now. i don't know what's going to happen, but what can i say to you? will 'i'm sorry' make a difference? will it ease the pain? the shame you must be feeling... forgive me... please."
i'm just caught up in another of her spells
well, she's turning me into someone else
every day i hope and pray that this will end
but when i can i do it all again

and if she says come inside i'll come inside for her
and if she says give it all i'll give everything to her

i am justified
i am purified
i am sanctified
inside you

i am justified
i am purified
i am sanctified
inside you

5. something i can never have
i still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have

you always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey would be the color if i had a heart
come on tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have

in this place it seems like such a shame
though it all looks different now,
i know it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see
just a fading smurfing reminder of who i used to be
come on tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make it all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
i just want something i can never have

6. kinda i want to
i can't shake this feeling from my head
there's a devil sleeping in my bed
he's watching you from across the way
i cannot make this feeling go away

i know it's not the right thing
and i know it's not the good thing
kinda i want to
kinda i want to

i'm not sure of what i should do
when every thought i'm thinking of is you
all of my excuses turn to lies
or maybe God will cover up his eyes

and i know it's not the right thing
and i know it's not the good thing
kinda i want to
kinda i want to
kinda i want to
kinda i want to

somebody
somebody
somebody
somebody
somebody
somebody
somebody
somebody

kinda i want to
maybe just for tonight
we can pretend it's alright
what's the price i pay
i don't care what they say

i want to
i want to
i want to
i want to
i want to
i want to
i want to
i want to

7. sin
you give me the reason
you give me control
i gave you my Purity
my Purity you stole
did you think i wouldn't recognize
this compromise
am i just too stupid to realize
stale incense old sweat
and lies lies lies

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

you give me the anger
you give me the nerve
carry out my sentence
will i get what i deserve
i'm just an effigy to be disgraced
to be defaced
your need for me has been replaced
and if i can't have everything
well then just give me a taste

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

you give me the reason
you give me control
i gave you my Purity
my Purity you stole
did you think i wouldn't recognize
this compromise
am i just too stupid to realize
stale incense old sweat
and lies lies lies

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
well my sin
it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

8. that's what i get
just when everything was making sense
you took away all my self-confidence
now all that i've been hearing must be true
i guess i'm not the only boy for you

but that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get

how can you turn me into this?
after you just taught me how to kiss you
i told you i'd never say goodbye
now i'm slipping on the tears you made me cry

but that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get

why's it come as a surprise
to think that i was so naive
maybe didn't mean that much
but it meant everything to me

that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get

9. the only time
i'm drunk
and right now i am so in love with you
and i don't want to think too much about what we should or shouldn't do
lay my hands on Heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars
while the devil wants to smurf me in the back of his car
nothing quite like the feel of something new

maybe i'm all messed up
maybe i'm all messed up
maybe i'm all messed up in you
maybe i'm all messed up
maybe i'm all messed up
maybe i'm all messed up
maybe i'm all messed up in you
maybe i'm all messed up

this is the only time i really feel alive
this is the only time i really feel alive

i swear
i just found everything i need
the sweat in your eyes the blood in your veins are listening to me
well i want to wrap it up and swim in it until i drown
my moral standing is lying down
nothing quite like the feel of something new

maybe i'm all messed up
maybe i'm all messed up
maybe i'm all messed up in you
maybe i'm all messed up
maybe i'm all messed up
maybe i'm all messed up
maybe i'm all messed up in you
maybe i'm all messed up

this is the only time i really feel alive
this is the only time i really feel alive

maybe i'm all messed up in you

this is the only time i really feel alive
this is the only time i really feel alive
this is the only time i really feel alive
this is the only time i really feel alive

10. ringfinger
well you've got me working so hard lately
working my hands until they bleed
if i was twice the man i could be
i'd still be half of what you need
still you lead me and i follow
anything you ask you know i'll do
this one act of consecration is what i ask of you

ringfinger
promise carved in stone
deeper than the sea
ringfinger
sever flesh and bone
and offer it to me

well you just leave me nailed here
hanging like Jesus on this cross
i'm just dying for your sins
and aiding to the cause

ringfinger
promise carved in stone
deeper than the sea
ringfinger
sever flesh and bone
offer it to me

wrap my eyes in bandages
confessions i see through
i get everything i want
when i get part of you

ringfinger
promise carved in stone
it's deeper than the sea
ringfinger
sever flesh and bone
and offer it to me
ringfinger
a promise carved in stone
deeper than the sea
ringfinger
devil's flesh and bone
do something for me

ringfinger
halo three
head like a hole

1. head like a hole (slate)
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

god money i'll do anything for you
god money just tell me what you want me to
god money nail me up against the wall
god money don't want everything he wants it all

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

god money's not looking for the cure
god money's not concerned about the sick among the pure
god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised
god money's not one to choose

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

2. head like a hole (clay)
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

god money i'll do anything for you
god money just tell me what you want me to
god money nail me up against the wall
god money don't want everything he wants it all

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

god money's not looking for the cure
god money's not concerned about the sick among the pure
god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised
god money's not one to choose

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

3. terrible lie (sympathetic mix)
hey God, why are you doing this to me?
am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?
why am i seething with this animosity?
hey God, i think you owe me a great big apology

terrible lie
terrible lie (i give you everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)
terrible lie (i give you everything)

hey God, i really don't know what you mean
seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
hey God, can this world really be as sad as it seems

terrible lie (i give you everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)
terrible lie (i give you everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)

don't take it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't take it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't take it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't take it away from me
i need someone to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need someone to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't tear it
don't tear it
don't take it
don't take it
don't

hey God, there's nothing left for me to hide
i lost my ignorance, security and pride
i'm all alone in a world you must despise
hey God, i believed your promises, your promises and lies

terrible lie (i give your everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)
terrible lie (i give your everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)

(terrible lie)
you made me throw it all away
my morals left to decay (terrible lie)
how many you betray
you've taken everything (terrible lie)
my head is filled with disease
my skin is begging you please (terrible lie)
i'm on my hands and knees
i want so much to believe

i give you everything
my sweet everything
i give you everything
my sweet everything
i give you everything (i need someone to hold on to. i need someone to hold on to)
my sweet everything (i need someone. i need someone. i need someone to hold on to)
i give you everything (i need someone to hold on to. i need someone to hold on to)
my sweet everything (i need someone. i need someone. i need someone to hold on to)

there's nothing left for me to hide

4. head like a hole (copper)
god money i'll do anything for you
god money just tell me what you want me to
god money nail me up against the wall
god money don't want everything he wants it all

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

god money's not looking for the cure
god money's not concerned about the sick among the pure
god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised
god money's not one to choose

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

5. you know who you are
(instrumental, no lyrics)
6. head like a hole (soil)
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

god money i'll do anything for you
god money just tell me what you want me to
god money nail me up against the wall
god money don't want everything he wants it all

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

god money's not looking for the cure
god money's not concerned about the sick among the pure
god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised
god money's not one to choose

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

7. terrible lie (empathetic mix)
terrible lie
terrible lie (i give you everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)
terrible lie (i give you everything)

hey God, why are you doing this to me?
am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?
why am i seething with this animosity?
hey God, i think you owe me a great big apology

terrible lie (i give you everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)
terrible lie (i give you everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)

hey God, i really don't know what you mean
seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
hey God, can this world really be as sad as it seems

terrible lie (i give you everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)
terrible lie (i give you everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)

you
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need someone to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't tear it
don't tear it
don't take it
don't take it
don't

hey God, there's nothing left for me to hide
i lost my ignorance, security and pride
i'm all alone in a world you must despise
hey God, i believed your promises, your promises and lies

terrible lie (i give you everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)
terrible lie (i give you everything)
terrible lie (my sweet everything)

(terrible lie)
you made me throw it all away
my morals left to decay (terrible lie)
how many you betray
you've taken everything (terrible lie)
my head is filled with disease
my skin is begging you please (terrible lie)
i'm on my hands and knees
i want so much to believe

i give you everything
my sweet everything
i give you everything
my sweet everything

8. down in it (shred)
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it

kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky
and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
sometimes i don't believe them myself
and i decided i was never coming down
just then a tiny little dot caught my eye
it was just about too small to see
but i watched it way too long
it was pulling me down

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

shut up so what what does it matter now
i was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground
and everything i never liked about you
is kind of seeping into me
try to laugh about it now
but isn't it funny how everything works out
("i guess the jokes on me," she said)

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i used to be so big and strong
i used to know my right from wrong
i used to never be afraid
i used to be somebody
i used to have something inside
now just this hole that's open wide
i used to want it all
i used to be somebody

i'll cross my heart i'll hope to die
but the needle's already in my eye
and all the world's weight is on my back
and i don't even know why
what i used to think was me is just a fading memory
i looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye"

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it (now i'm down in it)

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it

rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i was up above it

now i'm down in it

some, some, some

down in it

i used to be somebody

down in it

i used to be somebody (down in it)

down in it

i used to be somebody

down, down, down in it

down in it

down, down, down in it

down in it
i used to be somebody

i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it

9. down in it (singe)
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it
now i'm down in it
now i'm down
now i'm down
now i'm down
now i'm down
now i'm down

into me
try to laugh about it now (into me)
but isn't it funny how everything works out (try to)
("i guess the jokes on me," she said) (try to)

i was up above it
above it
above it
above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it
i was up above it

somebody

some, some
some, somebody
some, some
some, somebody

now i'm down in it

somebody

now i'm down in it

now i'm down in it

somebody

rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day

10. down in it (demo)
kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky
and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
sometimes i don't believe them myself
and i decided i was never coming down
just then a tiny little dot caught my eye
it was just about too small to see
but i watched it way too long it was pulling me down

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

shut up so what what does it matter now
i was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground
and everything i never liked about you
is kind of seeping into me
try to laugh about it now
but isn't it funny how everything works out
("i guess the jokes on me," she said)

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i used to be so big and strong
i used to know my right from wrong
i used to never be afraid
i used to be somebody
i used to have something inside
now just this hole that's open wide
i used to want it all
i used to be somebody

i'll cross my heart i'll hope to die
but the needle's already in my eye
and all the world's weight is on my back
and i don't even know why
what i used to think was me is just a fading memory
i looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye"

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it (now i'm down in it)

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
i was up above it

rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other day

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i was up above it
i was up above it
now i'm down in it

i was up above it

now i'm down in it

halo four
sin
1. sin (long)
you give me the reason
you give me control
i gave you my Purity
my Purity you stole
did you think i wouldn't recognize
this compromise
am i just too stupid to realize
stale incense old sweat
and lies lies lies

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

you give me the anger
you give me the nerve
carry out my sentence
will i get what i deserve
i'm just an effigy to be disgraced
to be defaced
your need for me has been replaced
and if i can't have everything
well then just give me a taste

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

lies
lies
lies

sin
sin

you give me the reason
you give me control
i gave you my Purity
and my Purity you stole
did you think i wouldn't recognize
this compromise
am i just too stupid to realize
stale incense old sweat
and lies lies lies

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
well my sin
it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

2. sin (dub)
lies, lies

lies
lies
control
sin
control
sin
control
sin
control
sin

sin
sin
sin
lies
lies
lies, lies
lies
lies, lies
lies

3. get down make love
"get down"
"how old were you when you first let a man make love to you? next, who was he? next, how did you feel at the time? next, how did you feel afterwards? what did you feel? what did you think? were you pleased? frightened? ecstatic? disgusted? what did he say? what words did you speak? that's what i want to know... now, tell me, now, now, all of it, now, tell me, yes!"
"yes, yes, yes, yes"
get down, make love
get down, make love
get down, make love
get down, make love

you take my body
i give you heat
you say you hungry
i give you meat
i suck your mind
you blow my head
make love inside your bed
everybody

get down, make love
get down, make love
get down, make love
get down, make love

every time i get hot you wanna cool down
every time i get high you say wanna go down
you say it's enough
in fact it's too much
every time i wanna
get down
get down
get down, make love

i can squeeze
you can shake me
i can feel
when you break me
come on so heavy
then you take me
you make love, you make love, you make love, you make love
you can make everybody

get down, make love
get down, make love

every time i get hot you wanna cool down
every time i get high you say wanna go down
you say it's enough
in fact it's too much
every time i wanna
get down
get down
get down, make love

"get down"
"get down"
"get down"
"get down"

get down
make love
get down
make love
get down
make love
get down
make love

every time I get hot you wanna cool down
every time I get high you say wanna go down
you say it's enough
in fact it's too much
every time I wanna
get down
get down
get down, make love

4. sin (short)
you give me the reason
you give me control
i gave you my Purity
my Purity you stole
did you think i wouldn't recognize
this compromise
am i just too stupid to realize
stale incense old sweat
and lies lies lies

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

you give me the anger
you give me the nerve
carry out my sentence
will i get what i deserve
i'm just an effigy to be disgraced
to be defaced
your need for me has been replaced
and if i can't have everything
well then just give me a taste

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

you give me the reason
you give me control
i gave you my Purity
my Purity you stole
did you think i wouldn't recognize
this compromise
am i just too stupid to realize
stale incense old sweat
and lies lies lies

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
well my sin
it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

halo five
broken
1. pinion
No Lyrics
2. wish
this is the first day of my last days
built it up now take it apart
climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay
the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more smurfed up i could do

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

i'm the one without a soul
i'm the one with this big smurfing hole
no new tale to tell
twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist smurf
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
this world full of you
this world full of you
this world full

3. last
gave up trying to figure it out my head got lost along the way
worn out from giving it up my soul i pissed it all away
still stings these shattered nerves
pigs we get what pigs deserve
i'm going all the way down i'm leaving today

come come come on you've gotta fill me up
come come gotta let me inside of you
come come come on you've gotta fix me up
come come gotta let me inside you

still feel it all slipping away but it doesn't matter anymore
everybody's still chipping away but it doesn't matter anymore
look through these blackened eyes
you'll see ten thousand lies
my lips may promise but my heart is a whore

come come come on you've gotta fix me up
come come gotta let me inside of you
come come come on you've gotta fill me up
come come gotta let me get through to you

this isn't meant to last
this is for right now
this isn't meant to last
this is for right now
this isn't meant to last
this is for right now
this isn't meant to last
this is for right now

i know it's all getting away it comes to me as no surprise
i know what's coming to me is never going to arrive
fresh blood through tired skin
new sweat to drown me in
dress up this rotten carcass just to make it look alive

come come come on you've gotta fill me up
come come gotta let me inside of you
come come come on you've gotta fix me up
come come gotta let me get through to you

this isn't meant to last
this is for right now
this isn't meant to last
this is for right now
this isn't meant to last
this is for right now
this isn't meant to last
this is for right now
this isn't meant to last (i wish i could put)
this is for right now (the blame on you)
this isn't meant to last (i wish i could put)
this is for right now (the blame on you)
this isn't meant to last (i wish i could put)
this is for right now (the blame on you)
this isn't meant to last (i wish i could put)
this is for right (the blame on)

i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away
i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away
i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away
i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away

4. help me i am in hell
No Lyrics
5. happiness in slavery
slave screams he think he knows what he wants
slave screams thinks he has something to say
slave screams he hears but doesn't want to listen
slave screams he's being beat into submission

don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
the devils of truth steal the souls of the free
don't open your eyes take it from me
i have found
you can find
happiness in slavery
happiness in slavery

slave screams he spends his life learning conformity
slave screams he claims he has his own identity
slave screams he's going to cause the system to fall
slave screams but he's glad to be chained to that wall

don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
the blind have been blessed with security
don't open your eyes take it from me
i have found
you can find
happiness in slavery
happiness in slavery
happiness in slavery
happiness in slavery
happiness

i don't know what i am i don't know where i've been
human junk just words and so much skin
stick my hands thru the cage of this endless routine
just some flesh caught in this big broken machine

happiness in slavery
happiness in slavery
happiness in slavery (slavery)
happiness in slavery (slavery)
happiness in slavery (slavery)
happiness in slavery (slavery)
happiness (slavery)
happiness (slavery)
happiness (slavery)
happiness (slavery)
happiness (slavery)
happiness (slavery)
happiness (slavery)
happiness (slavery)
happiness (slavery)
happiness (slavery)
happiness
happiness (slavery)
happiness (it controls you, it controls you)
happiness (it controls you, it controls you)
happiness (it controls you, it controls you)
happiness (it controls you)

6. gave up
perfect little dream
the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels
well almost
no one to blame
always the same
open my eyes
wake up
wake up
wake up
wake up
wake up in flames

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

covered with hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done
i hate myself for what i've become

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

i tried
i gave up
i tried
i gave up
i tried
i gave up
i tried
i gave up
i tried
i gave up
i tried
i gave up
i tried
i gave up
i tried
and i gave up

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do (throw it away)

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity (throw it away)
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me (throw it away)
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true (throw it away)
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do (throw it away)

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity (throw it away)
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me (throw it away)
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true (throw it away)
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do (throw it away)

smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true (throw it away)
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do (throw it away)
(throw it away)
(throw it away)
(throw it away)
(throw it away)
98. physical (you're so)
(eat your heart out steve)

i wanna take you maybe
i wanna take you out
i wanna wine and dine you
oh i wanna twist and twist and shout
i want you hot in my arms
so soft on my bed
you get the key to my heart
oh when you wear that sweet dress

but you're too physical
physical
to me
you're just too physical
physical no
to me

i want your rough house baby
i want this right in your ear
you let me feel your danger
i let you make this feeling clear here
i want the touch of your charms
the heat of your breath
i wanna say all those things
that would be better unsaid
no

but you're too physical
physical
to me
you're just too physical
oh
you're too physical
for me
you're too physical
to me
you're really just too
just too
just too
really smurf
no

god damn it

you're just too physical
you're just too physical
too smurfing physical
no, no, no, no, no, no
oh you're too physical
just too physical
just too

99. suck
there is no god up in the sky tonight
no sign of heaven anywhere in sight
all that was true is left behind
once i could see now i am blind
don't want your dreams you try to sell
this disease i give to myself

how does it feel?
how does it feel?

she makes it sweeter than the sun
i get too tight i come undone
i bow my head to confess
the temple walls are made of flesh
runs up my arms 'till i'm on track
itches my skin right off my back
i'll heal your wounds
i'll set you free
i'm jesus christ on ecstacy

how does it feel?
how does it feel?

i am so dirty on
on the inside
i am so dirty on
on the inside
i am so dirty on
on the inside
i am so dirty on
on the inside

no

how does it feel?
how does it feel?

suck (suck)
suck (suck)
suck (suck)
suck (suck)

a thousand lips a thousand tongues
a thousand throats a thousand lungs
a thousand ways to make it true
i want to do terrible things to you

halo six
fixed
1. gave up (remixed)
give it to me i throw it away
give it to me i throw it away

covered with hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done
i hate myself for what i've become

give it to me i throw it away
give it to me i throw it away
throw it away

throw it away
throw it away
throw it away

throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me

gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
2. wish (remixed)
i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back

this is the first day of my last days
built it up now take it apart
climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay
the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more smurfed up i could do

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

i'm the one without a soul
i'm the one with this big smurfing hole
no new tale to tell
twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist smurf
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn backk
but i want to but i can't turn back

this is the first day of my last days
i built it up now i take it apart
climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay
the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more smurfed up i could do

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
this world full of you
this world full of you
this world full

3. happiness in slavery (remixed)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)

4. throw this away
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
on the inside (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
on the inside (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
on the inside (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
on the inside (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
i am so dirty
on the inside (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
i am so dirty (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
on the inside
i am so dirty
on the inside (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
i am so dirty (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
on the inside
(i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
(i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)

i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away
i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away
i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away
i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away

5. fist smurf
drift
within
this is your body
can you flow
with fire blood
through each tissued corridor
throb
to the pulse of life

"can't throb
to the pulse of life"

let your heart pump you
down long red tunnels

"can you let your heart pump you
down long red tunnels"

you stream
into cell chambers

"can you let your heart
become central pump-house
for all human feelings?"

"help, help
i'm drowning
get me out of here"

drift to the center
drift to center

"i'm drowning
i need some help"

center
on this heart of fire
of love
let your heart be
your whole life

"radiate
swell
penatrate
to the bumpy"

burst

"burst
bleed out
bleed out"

bleed
to death

"bleed to death"

life blood

"life
blood"

scarlet

"oh you just wish i could feel that way too"
"i bet you will someday"

"help, help
i'm drowning
get me out of here"

6. screaming slave
slavery

happi
slavery

happiness controls you
controls you

controls you
happiness controls you

hcum os dna sdrow tsuj knuj namuh

happiness in slavery

happiness in slavery

happiness in
happiness in slaver
slavery
in slavery
slave
happi
in
happiness
happiness
happiness
happiness

slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery
"ok, now we've got the twirl the little pointers into the nipple. hey'd you like that? he'll probably die. back and forth with the razor. back and forth over him. ok, i think that's enough."
"he's dead"
"what's that?"
"he's dead"
slavery
slavery

happiness
happiness
happiness
happiness
happiness
happiness

controls you
controls, controls you
controls you

halo seven
march of the pigs
1. march of the pigs
step right up
march
push
crawl right up on your knees
please
greed
feed (no time to hesitate)
i want a little bit
i want a piece of it
i think he's losing it
i want to watch it come down
don't like the look of it
don't like the taste of it
don't like the smell of it
i want to watch it come down

all the pigs are all lined up
i give you all that you want
take the skin and peel it back
now doesn't it make you feel better?

shove it up inside
surprise!
lies
stains like the blood on your teeth
bite
chew
suck (away the tender parts)
i want to break it up
i want to smash it up
i want to smurf it up
i want to watch it come down
maybe afraid of it
let's discredit it
let's pick away at it
i want to watch it come down

all the pigs are all lined up
i give you all that you want
take the skin and peel it back
now doesn't it make you feel better?
the pigs have won tonight
they can all sleep soundly
and everything is all right

2. reptilian
she spread herself wide open to let the insects in
she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been
she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin
seeds from a thousand others drip down from within

oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
i am so impure

devils speak of the way in which she'll manifest
angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress
need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness
i now know the depths i reach are limitless

oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
i am so impure

reptile

oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
i am so impure
oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
i am so impure

reptile
reptile

3. all the pigs, all lined up
step right up
march
push
crawl right up on your knees
please
greed
feed (away the tender parts)
i want a little bit
i want a piece of it
i think he's losing it
i want to watch it come down
don't like the look of it
don't like the taste of it
don't like the smell of it
i want to watch it come down

all the pigs are all lined up
i give you all that you want
take the skin and peel it back
doesn't it make you feel better?

shove it up inside
surprise!
lies
stains like the blood on your teeth
bite
chew
suck (no time to hesitate)
i want to break it up
i want to smash it up
i want to smurf it up
i want to watch it come down
maybe afraid of it
let's discredit it
let's pick away at it
i want to watch it come down

all the pigs are all lined up
i give you all that you want
take the skin and peel it back
now doesn't it make you feel better?

don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?
don't you feel a whole lot better?

all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs are all lined up

4. a violet fluid
No Lyrics
5. underneath the skin
reptile
reptile
reptile

halo eight
the downward spiral
1. mr self destruct
i am the voice inside your head (and i control you)
i am the lover in your bed (and i control you)
i am the sex that you provide (and i control you)
i am the hate you try to hide (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i speak religion's message clear (and i control you)
i am denial guilt and fear (and i control you)
i am the prayers of the naive (and i control you)
i am the lie that you believe (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)

i am the needle in your vein
i am the high you can't sustain
i am the pusher i'm a whore
i am the need you have for more

i am the bullet in the gun (and i control you)
i am the truth from which you run (and i control you)
i am the silencing machine (and i control you)
i am the end of all your dreams (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct
i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

2. piggy
hey pig
yeah you
hey pig piggy pig pig pig
all of my fears came true
black and blue and broken bones
you left me here i'm all alone
my little piggy needed something new

nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care

hey pig
nothing's turning out the way i planned
hey pig
there's a lot of things i hoped you could help me understand
what am i supposed to do
lost my because of you

nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care

nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop

3. heresy
he sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see
he tries to tell me what i put inside of me
he got the answers to ease my curiosity
he dreamed a god up and called it christianity

god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell i'll see you there

he flexed his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line
he made a virus that would kill off all the swine
his perfect kingdom of killing, suffering and pain
demands devotion atrocities done in his name

god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell i'll see you there
your god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell i'll see you there

"will you die for this?
will you die for this?
will you die for this?
will you die for this?"

god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell i'll see you there
(your god is dead)
god is dead (and no one cares)
and no one cares (drowning in his own hypocrisy)
if there is a hell (see you)
i'll see you there (you there)

4. march of the pigs
step right up
march
push
crawl right up on your knees
please
greed
feed (no time to hesitate)
i want a little bit
i want a piece of it
i think he's losing it
i want to watch it come down
don't like the look of it
don't like the taste of it
don't like the smell of it
i want to watch it come down

all the pigs are all lined up
i give you all that you want
take the skin and peel it back
now doesn't it make you feel better?

shove it up inside
surprise!
lies
stains like the blood on your teeth
bite
chew
suck (away the tender parts)
i want to break it up
i want to smash it up
i want to smurf it up
i want to watch it come down
maybe afraid of it
let's discredit it
let's pick away at it
i want to watch it come down

all the pigs are all lined up
i give you all that you want
take the skin and peel it back
now doesn't it make you feel better?
the pigs have won tonight
they can all sleep soundly
and everything is all right

5. closer
you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you
help me
i broke apart my insides
help me
i've got no soul to sell
help me
the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

you can have my isolation
you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith
you can have my everything
help me
tear down my reason
help me
it's your sex i can smell
help me
you make me perfect
help me become somebody else

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

all through every forest
above the trees
within my stomach
scraped off my knees
i drink the honey
inside your hive
you are the reason
i stay alive

6. ruiner
you had all of them on your side
didn't you?
didn't you?
you believed in all your lies
didn't you?
didn't you?

the ruiner's got a lot to prove
he's got nothing to lose
and now he made you believe
the ruiner's your only friend
well he's the living end
to the cattle he deceives
the raping of the innocent the ruiner ruins everything he sees
now the only pure thing left in my smurfing world is wearing your disease

how'd you get so big?
how'd you get so strong?
how'd it get so hard?
how'd it get so long?

you had to give them all a sign
didn't you? (didn't you?)
didn't you?
you had to covet what was mine
didn't you? (didn't you?)
didn't you?

the ruiner's a collector
he's an infector
serving his to his flies
maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realize
maybe it's a part of me you took to a place i hoped it would never go
and maybe that smurfed me up much more than you'll ever know

how'd you get so big?
how'd you get so strong?
how'd it get so hard?
how'd it get so long?

and what you gave to me
my perfect ring of scars
you know i can see
what you really are

you didn't hurt me
nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me
nothing can stop me now
you didn't hurt me
nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me
nothing can stop me now
you didn't hurt me
nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me
nothing can stop me now
you didn't hurt me
nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me
nothing can stop me now
you didn't hurt me
nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me
nothing can stop me now
you didn't hurt me
nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me
nothing can stop

7. the becoming
i beat my machine
it's a part of me
it's inside of me
i'm stuck in this dream
it's changing me
i am becoming

the me that you know he had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs he is broken and sore
the me that you know he doesn't come around much
that part of me isn't here anymore

all pain disappears
it's the nature of
of my circuitry
drowns out all i hear
there's no escape from this
my new consciousness

the me that you know he used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping and he is left to decay
the me that you know is now made up of wires
and even when i'm right with you i'm so far away

i can try to get away but i've strapped myself in
i can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
i can see it killing away all of my bad parts
i don't want to listen but it's all too clear

hiding backwards inside of me
i feel so unafraid
annie, hold a little tighter
i might just slip away

it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head

8. i do not want this
i'm losing ground
you know how this world can beat you down
and i'm made of clay
i fear i'm the only one who thinks this way

i'm always falling down the same hill
bamboo puncturing this skin
and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall i'm drowning in
2 feet below the surface i can still make out your wavy face
and if i could just reach you maybe i could leave this place

i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this

and don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
you don't know just how i feel

i stay inside my bed
i have lived so many lives all in my head
and don't tell me that you care
there really isn't anything now, is there?

you would know, wouldn't you?
you extend your hand to those who suffer
to those who know what it really feels like
to those who've had a taste
like that means something
and oh so sick i am
and maybe i don't have a choice
and maybe that is all i have
and maybe this is a cry for help

i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this

and don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
you don't know just how i feel

i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to smurf everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters
i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to smurf everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters
i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to smurf everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters
i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to smurf everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters
i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to smurf everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters

9. big man with a gun
i am a big man
(yes i am)
and i've got a big gun
got me a big old dick and i
i like to have fun
held against your forehead
well, i'll make you suck it
maybe i'll put a hole in your head
you know, just for the smurf of it
well, i can reduce you if i want
i can devour
i'm hard as smurfing steel, i've got the power
i'm every inch a man, and i'll show you somehow
me and my smurfing gun
nothing can stop me now

shoot
shoot
shoot
shoot
shoot
i'm going to come all over you
shoot
shoot
shoot
shoot
shoot
i'm going to come all over you
shoot
shoot
shoot
shoot
shoot
i'm going to come all over you
shoot
shoot
shoot
shoot
shoot
i'm going to come all over you

me and my smurfing gun
me and my smurfing gun
me and my smurfing gun
me and my smurfing gun (my smurfing gun)
me and my smurfing gun (my smurfing gun)
me and my smurfing gun (my smurfing gun)
me and my smurfing gun
me and my smurfing gun

10. a warm place
the best thing about life is knowing you put it together
the best thing about life is knowing you put it together
the best thing about life is knowing you put it together
the best thing about life is knowing you put it together
the best thing about life is knowing you put it together
the best thing about life is knowing you put it together
11. eraser
need you
dream you
find you
taste you
smurf you
use you
scar you
break you

lose me
hate me
smash me
erase me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me

12. reptile
she spread herself wide open to let the insects in
she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been
she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin
seeds from a thousand others drip down from within

oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
i am so impure

give it

devils speak of the way in which she'll manifest
angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress
need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness
i now know the depths i reach are limitless

oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
i am so impure

oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
i am so impure
oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
i am so impure

13. the downward spiral
he couldn't believe how easy it was
he put the gun into his face
bang!
(so much blood for such a tiny little hole)
problems do have solutions you know
a lifetime of smurfing things up fixed
in one determined flash

everything's blue
everything's blue in this world
the deepest shade of mushroom blue
all fuzzy
spilling out of my head

14. hurt
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

i wear this crown of
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
i am still right here

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way

halo nine
closer to god
1. closer to god
just like an animal
just like an animal
just like an animal

you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you

i broke apart my insides
i've got no soul to sell
the only thing that works for me
help me get away

i wanna smurf you
i wanna taste you
i wanna feel you
i wanna be you
just like an animal
just like an animal
just like an animal
just like an animal

you can have my isolation
you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith
you can have my everything

you tear down my all reason
you see through what i hide
you make me perfect
help me get inside

i wanna smurf you
i wanna taste you
i wanna feel you
i wanna be you
i wanna smurf you
i wanna taste you
i wanna feel you
i wanna be you

2. closer (precursor)
all through every forest
above the trees
within my stomach
scraped off my knees

i drink the honey
inside your hive
you are the reason
i stay alive

me get away from me
me get away from me
me get away from me
me get away from me

you let me violate you (you let me complicate you)
you let me desecrate you (you let me complicate you)
you let me penetrate you (you let me complicate you)
you let me complicate you (you let me complicate you)
i broke apart my insides (you let me complicate you)
help me get away from myself (you let me complicate you)
the only thing that works for me (you let me complicate you)
help me become somebody else (you let me complicate you)
(you let me complicate you)
(you let me complicate you)
(you let me complicate you)
(you let me complicate you)
(you let me complicate you)
(you let me complicate you)
(you let me complicate you)
(you let me complicate you)

i wanna smurf you like an animal
like an animal
like an animal
like an animal
like
i wanna smurf you like an animal
like an animal
like an animal

i wanna smurf you like an animal
like an animal
like an animal

i wanna smurf you like an animal
like an animal
like an animal
like an animal
i wanna smurf you like an animal
like an animal
like an animal

i wanna smurf you like an animal
like an animal
like an animal

you get me closer to god

you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you
you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you

3. closer (deviation)
you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you
help me
i broke apart my insides
help me
i've got no soul to sell
help me
the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

you can have my isolation
you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith
you can have my everything
help me
tear down my reason
help me
it's your sex i can smell
help me
you make me perfect
help me become somebody else

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

all through every forest
above the trees
within my stomach
scraped off my knees
i drink the honey
inside your hive
you are the reason
i stay alive

help me get away from myself
you get me closer to god
help me get away from myself
you get me closer to god
help me get away from myself
you get me closer to god

help me get away from myself
help me get away from myself

4. heresy (blind)
he sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see
he tries to tell me what i put inside of me
he got the answers to ease my curiosity
he dreamed a god up and called it christianity

god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell i'll see you there

he flexed his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line
he made a virus that would kill off all the swine
his perfect kingdom of killing, suffering and pain
demands devotion atrocities done in his name

god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell i'll see you there
your god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell i'll see you there

god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell i'll see you there
your god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell i'll see you there

5. memorabilia
oh everywhere i go
i take a little piece of you
i collect
i reject
photographs i took of you

oh towns that i passed through
so many faces
so many places
i've got to have a memory
i have never been there
i have never been there
i have never had you
i have never had you
i have never had you
i have never had you
i have never had you
i have never had you
i have never had you
i have never had you
i have never had you
i have never had you

i can't remember
give me a reminder
i can't remember
give me a reminder
i collect
i reject
memorabilia
memorabilia
memorabilia
memorabilia

keychains and snowstorms
the taste of your sweat
the look in your eye
i have been in inside you
i have been in inside you
i have been in inside you
i have been in inside you
i have been in inside you
i have been in inside you
i know what it feels like
i know what it feels like (i can feel it, i can feel it)
i know what it feels like (i can feel it, i can feel it)
i know what it feels like
i know what it feels like (i can feel it, i can feel it)
i know what it feels like (i can feel it, i can feel it)
i collect
i reject
i collect
i reject
i collect
i reject

memorabilia

give me a reminder
give me a reminder
give me a reminder
i can't remember
give me a reminder
give me a reminder
give me a reminder
i can't remember
i collect
i reject
i collect
i reject
i collect
i reject
i collect
i reject

memorabilia

memorabilia
memorabilia
memorabilia
memorabilia
memorabilia
memorabilia
memorabilia

6. closer (internal)
you get me closer to god (you get me closer to god)
you get me closer to god (you get me closer to god)
you get me closer to god (you get me closer to god)
you get me closer to god (you get me closer to god)
you get me closer to god (you get me closer to god) (i wanna smurf you like an animal)

i wanna smurf you like an animal
animal
just like an animal
i wanna smurf you like an animal
animal
animal
you get me closer to god

you can have my isolation (you let me violate you)
you can have the hate that it brings (you let me desecrate you)
you can have my absence of faith (you let me penetrate you)
you can have my everything (you let me complicate you)
i broke apart my insides (you let me violate you)
i've got no soul to sell (you let me desecrate you)
the only thing that works for me (you let me penetrate you)
help me get away from myself (you let me complicate you)

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

i wanna smurf you like an animal (i wanna smurf you like an animal)
i wanna smurf you like an animal (i wanna smurf you like an animal)
i wanna smurf you like an animal (i wanna smurf you like an animal)
i wanna smurf you like an animal (i wanna smurf you like an animal)
i wanna smurf you like an animal

all through every forest
above the trees
within my stomach
scraped off my knees
i drink the honey
inside your hive
you are the reason
i stay alive

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna smurf you like an animal (an animal)
(an animal)
(an animal)
(an animal)
(an animal)

7. march of the smurfheads
No Lyrics
8. closer (further away)
i wanna smurf you like an animal

you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you
you let me complicate you

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal

i broke apart my insides
i've got no soul to sell
the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself

you can have my isolation
you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith
you can have my everything

i wanna smurf you like an animal

all through every forest
above the trees
within my stomach
scraped off my knees
i drink the honey
inside your hive
you are the reason
i stay alive

you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you

you let me smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal

9. closer
you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you
help me
i broke apart my insides
help me
i've got no soul to sell
help me
the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

you can have my isolation
you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith
you can have my everything
help me
tear down my reason
help me
it's your sex i can smell
help me
you make me perfect
help me become somebody else

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

all through every forest
above the trees
within my stomach
scraped off my knees
i drink the honey
inside your hive
you are the reason
i stay alive

halo ten
further down the spiral
1. piggy (nothing can stop me now)
hey pig
yeah you
hey pig piggy pig pig pig
all of my fears came true
black and blue and broken bones
you left me here i'm all alone
my little piggy needed something new

nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care

hey pig
nothing's turning out the way i planned
hey pig
there's a lot of things i hoped you could help me understand
what am i supposed to do
lost my because of you

nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care

nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop

2. the art of self destruction, part one
i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you

i control you
i control you

i am the voice inside your head
i am the lover in your bed
i am the sex that you provide
i am the hate you try to hide

i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you

i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you
i control you

3. self destruction, part two
i am the voice inside your head (and i control you)
i am the lover in your bed (and i control you)
i am the sex that you provide (and i control you)
i am the hate you try to hide (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i speak religion's message clear (and i control you)
i am denial guilt and fear (and i control you)
i am the prayers of the naive (and i control you)
i am the lie that you believe (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

you let me you do this to you

you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)

i am the needle in your vein
i am the high you can't sustain
i am the pusher i'm a whore
i am the need you have for more

"falls wanking to the floor"

i am the bullet in the gun (and i control you)
i am the truth from which you run (and i control you)
i am the silencing machine (and i control you)
i am the end of all your dreams (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct
i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

4. the downward spiral (the bottom)
everything's blue in this world

he couldn't believe how easy it was
he put the gun into his face
bang!
(so much blood for such a tiny little hole)
problems do have solutions you know
a lifetime of smurfing things up fixed
in one determined flash

everything's blue
everything's blue in this world
all fuzzy
spilling out of my head

the deepest shade
all spilling
he couldn't believe how easy it was
the deepest shade of mushroom blue
everything's blue in this world
a lifetime of smurfing things up fixed
a lifetime of
the deepest shade
all fuzzy
spilling

bang!
he couldn't believe how
bang!
he couldn't believe how easy it was
bang!
he couldn't believe
bang!
the deepest shade of mushroom blue

the deepest shade
the deepest shade

bang!

all fuzzy
spilling out of
the deepest shade of mushroom blue

the deepest shade of mushroom

5. hurt (quiet)
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

i wear this crown of
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
i am still right here

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way

6. eraser (denial; realization)
erase me

kill me

kill me

kill me

kill me

erase me

kill me

kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me

erase me

7. at the heart of it all
No Lyrics
8. eraser (polite)
need you
dream you
find you
taste you
use you
scar you
smurf you
break you

need you
dream you
find you
taste you
use you
scar you
smurf you
break you

need you
dream you
find you
taste you
use you
scar you
smurf you
break you

9. self destruction, final
i am the voice inside your head (and i control you)
i am the lover in your bed (and i control you)
i am the sex that you provide (and i control you)
i am the hate you try to hide (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i speak religion's message clear (and i control you)
i am denial guilt and fear (and i control you)
i am the prayers of the naive (and i control you)
i am the lie that you believe (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

you let me you do this to you
you let me you do this to you
you let me you do this to you
you let me you do this to you
you let me you do this to you
you let me you do this to you
you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me you do this to you (i am an exit)

i am the needle in your vein (i am an exit)
i am the high you can't sustain (i am an exit)
i am the pusher i'm a whore (i am an exit)
i am the need you have for more

"falls wanking to the floor"

i am the bullet in the gun (and i control you)
i am the truth from which you run (and i control you)
i am the silencing machine (and i control you)
i am the end of all your dreams (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

"wanking
wanking
wanking
wanking"

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i speak religion's message clear (and i control you)
i am denial guilt and fear (and i control you)
i am the prayers of the naive (and i control you)
i am the lie that you believe (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

"wanking
wanking
wanking
wanking
wanking
wanking
wanking
wanking"

"wanking
wanking
wanking
wanking"

"wanking
wanking
wanking
wanking"

i am the bullet in the gun (and i control you)
i am the truth from which you run (and i control you)
i am the silencing machine (and i control you)
i am the end of all your dreams (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

10. the beauty of being of numb
tcurtsed fles rm
pu ouy esu i nwod uoy gard i
wonk ot deen ouy lla uoy evig i
og ot tnaw uoy erehw uoy ekat i

tcurtsed fles rm

raelc egassem s'noigiler kaeps i

tcurtsed fles rm
pu uoy esu i nwod uoy gard i
wonk ot deen uoy lla uoy evig i
og ot tnaw uoy erehw uoy ekat i

(uoy lortnoc i dna) edih ot yrt uoy etah eht ma i
(uoy lortnoc i dna) edivorp uoy taht xes eht ma i
(uoy lortnoc i dna) deb ruoy ni revol eht ma i
(uoy lortnoc i dna) daeh ruoy edisni eciov eht ma i

11. erased, over, out
erase me
erase me
erase me
erase me
erase me
erase me
erase me
erase me

halo eleven
"the perfect drug" versions
1. the perfect drug (meat beat manifesto remix)
and i want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

and i want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

and i want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are

"annihilate"

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

"annihilate"

and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you

and i want you

i want you

you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug

2. the perfect drug (plug remix)
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

i come along but i don't know where you're taking me
i shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the drug
the drug
the drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you

3. the perfect drug (nine inch nails remix)
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug (you are the perfect drug)
(you are the perfect drug)
you are the perfect drug (you are the perfect drug)
(you are the perfect drug)
you are the perfect drug (you are the perfect drug)
(you are the perfect drug)

you are the perfect drug (you are the perfect drug)
you are the perfect drug (you are the perfect drug)
you are the perfect drug (you are the perfect drug)
you are the perfect drug (you are the perfect drug)

you are the perfect drug (you are the perfect drug)
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug (you are the perfect drug)
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug

take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you

take me
take me
take me
take me
take me

4. the perfect drug (spacetime continuum remix)
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug

5. the perfect drug (the orb remix)
drug

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

you are the perfect drug

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

drug
drug
drug
you are
drug
drug
drug
you are
drug
drug
drug

take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you
take me
with you

take me
with you
take me
with you

the perfect drug

you are

6. the perfect drug (lost highway)
i got my head but my head is unraveling
can't keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling
i got my heart but my heart's no good
and you're the only one that's understood

i come along but i don't know where you're taking me
i shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more i give to you the more i die

and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

you make me hard when i'm all soft inside
i see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart

my blood wants to say hello to you
my fears want to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
how very little good is left of me

and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the drug
the perfect drug

(take me)
(with you)
(take me)
(with you)
(take me)
(with you)
(take me)
(with you)
without you (take me)
without you everything falls apart (with you)
without you (take me)
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
without you (take me)
without you everything falls apart (with you)
without you (take me)
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
(take me)
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
(take me)
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
without you
without you everything falls apart
without you
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

halo twelve
closure
This is a video release

halo thirteen
the day the world went away
1. the day the world went away
i listen to the words he'd say
but in his voice i heard decay
the plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray

there is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
the sweetest price he'll have to pay
the day the whole world went away

na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah

2. starsmurfers, inc. (single)
my god sits in the back of the limousine
my god comes in a wrapper of cellophane
my god pouts on the cover of the magazine
my god's a shallow little bitch trying to make the scene

i have arrived and this time you should believe the hype
i listened to everyone now i know that everyone was right
i'll be there for you as long as it works for me
i play a game it's called insincerity

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

i am every smurfing thing and just a little more
i sold my soul but don't you dare call me a whore
and when i suck you off not a drop will go to waste
it's really not so bad you know once you get past the taste (asskisser)

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

all the pain
how did you think we'd get by without you?
you're so vain
i'll bet you think this song is about you
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you? (starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers incorporated)
starsmurfers (starsmurfers)
starsmurfers (starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers incorporated)
(starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers)
now i belong
i'm one of the chosen ones

(starsmurfers)
now i belong
i'm one of the chosen ones

(starsmurfers)
now i belong
i'm one of the chosen ones

(starsmurfers incorporated)
(starsmurfers)
now i belong
i'm one of the beautiful ones (starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers incorporated)

i have become
goodnight

3. the day the world went away (quiet)
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na

i listen to the words he'd say
but in his voice i heard decay
the plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray

there is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
the sweetest price he'll have to pay
the day the whole world went away

na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah



halo fourteen
the fragile
left tracks
1. somewhat damaged
so impressed with all you do
tried so hard to be like you
flew too high and burnt the wing
lost my faith in everything

lick around divine debris
taste the wealth of hate in me
shedding skin succumb defeat
this machine is obsolete

made the choice to go away
drink the fountain of decay
tear a hole exquisite red
smurf the rest and stab it dead

broken bruised forgotten sore
too smurfed up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too smurfed up to care anymore

broken bruised forgotten sore
too smurfed up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too smurfed up to care anymore

in the back
off the side
far away
is a place
where i hide
where i stay

tried to say
tried to ask
i needed to
all alone
by myself
where were you?

how could i
ever think
it's funny how
everything that swore it wouldn't change
is different now

just like you
would always say
we'll make it through
then my head
fell apart
and where were you?

how could i
ever think
it's funny how
everything you swore would never change
is different now

like you said
you and me
make it through
didn't quite
fell apart
where the smurf were you?

2. the day the world went away
i listen to the words he'd say
but in his voice i heard decay
the plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray

there is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
the sweetest price he'll have to pay
the day the whole world went away

na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah

3. the frail
No Lyrics
4. the wretched
just a reflection
just a glimpse
just a little reminder
of all the what abouts
and all the might have
could have beens
another day
some other way
but not another reason to continue
and now you're one of us
the wretched

the hopes and prays
the better days
the far aways
forget it

it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?

now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like

the clouds will part and the sky cracks open
and god himself will reach his smurfing arm
through
just to push you down
just to hold you down
stuck in this hole with the and the piss
and it's hard to believe it could come down to this
back at the beginning
sinking
spinning

and in the end
we still pretend
the time we spend
not knowning when
you're finally free
and you could be (but it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to)
(it didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it)

now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like

now you know (now you know)
this is what it feels like (this is what it feels like)
now you know (now you know)
this is what it feels like (you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming)
(you can try to stop it but it)
5. we're in this together
i've become
impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us (all used)
all used and beaten up
watching fate
as it flows
down the path
we have chose

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in

well they've got to kill what we found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear

the farther i fall i'm beside you
as lost as i get i will find you
the deeper the wound i'm inside you
for ever and ever i am a part of

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

all that we were is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone we have to hold
when all our hope is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone but we can hold on

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything

6. the fragile
she shines
in a world full of ugliness
she matters
when everything is meaningless

fragile
she doesn't see her beauty
she tries to get away
sometimes
it's just that nothing seems worth saving
i can't watch her slip away

i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart

she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by
hoping someone will see
if i could fix myself i'd -
but it's too late for me

i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart

we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide
i'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side
...but they keep waiting
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and

(it's something i have to do)
i won't let you fall apart (i was there, too)
i won't let you fall apart (before everything else)
i won't let you fall apart (i was like you)
i won't let you fall apart

7. just like you imagined
No Lyrics
8. even deeper
i woke up today
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of my footprints
from where i ran away

it seems everything i've heard
just might be true
and you know me
(well you think you do)

sometimes, i have everything-
yet i wish i felt something

do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have i become?
when i think i can overcome
it runs even deeper

in a dream i'm a different me
with a perfect you
we fit perfectly
for once in my life i feel complete-

and i still wanna ruin it
afraid to look
as clear as day
this plan has long been underway

i hear them call
i cannot stay
the voice inviting me away

do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have i become?
when i think i can overcome
it runs even deeper

everything that matters is gone (everything that matters is gone)
all the hands of hope have withdrawn (everything)
could you try to help me hang on?
it runs...

i'm straight
i won't crack
on my way
and i can't turn back

i'm okay
i'm on track
on my way
and i can't turn back

i stayed
on this track
gone to far
and i can't come back

i stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

i stayed
on this track
gone to far
and i can't come back

i stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

i stayed
on this track
gone to far
and i can't come back

i stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

9. pilgrimage
No Lyrics
10. no, you don't
smiling in their faces
while filling up the hole
so many dirty little places
in your filthy little worn out broken down see through soul

baby's got a problem
tries so hard to hide
got to keep it on the surface
because everything else is dead on the other side

teeth in the necks of everyone you know
you can keep on sucking 'til the blood won't flow
when it starts to hurt it only helps it grow
taking all you need
(but not this time)
no, you don't

and just for the record
just so you know
i did not believe
that you could sink so low

you think that you can beat them
i know that you won't
you think you have everything
but no, you don't

no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't

11. la mer
"et quand le jour arrive
la tourner el ciel
et la tourner la mer

et la mer eh ven embrasse moi
et la deneh ve moi logis

a rien pa peut arrete moi
a rien pa peut arrete moi
a rien pa peut arrete moi
a rien pa peut arrete moi"

12. the great below
staring at the sea
will she come?
is there hope for me
after all is said and done

anything at any price
all of this for you
all the spoils of a wasted life
all of this for you

all the world has closed her eyes
tired faith all worn and thin
for all we could have done
and all that could have been

ocean pulls me close
and whispers in my ear
the destiny i've chose
all becoming clear

the currents have their say
the time is drawing near
washes me away
makes me disappear

and i descend from grace
in arms of undertow
i will take my place
in the great below

i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
even so far away
even so far away
even so far away
so far away

right tracks
1. the way out is through
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on
all i've undergone
i will keep on

underneath it all
we feel so small
the heavens fall
but still we crawl

all i've undergone
i will keep on

all i've undergone
i will keep on

all i've undergone
i will keep on

2. into the void
(tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
(tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
(tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
(tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)

talking to myself all the way to the station (tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
pictures in my head of the final destination (tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
all lined up (all the ones that aren't allowed to stay) (tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches
tried to overcome the complications and the catches
nothing ever grows and the sun doesn't shine all day
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

(tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)
(tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away) (tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away)

tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping

3. where is everybody?
did you happen to catch
or did it happen so fast
what you thought would always last
has passed you by
is everything speeding up
or am i slowing down
i'm just spinning around
and i don't know why
all the pieces don't fit
though i didn't really give a
i never wanted to be like you
but for all i aspire
i am really a liar
and i'm running out of things i can do

i'd like to stay
but every day
everything pushes me farther away
if you could show
help me to know
how it's supposed to be
where did it go?

pleading and
needing and
bleeding and
breeding and
feeding
exceeding
where is everybody?
trying and
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?

well okay, enough.
you've had your fun
but come on there has got to be someone
hasn't yet become
so numb
and succumb
and
god damn i am so tired of pretending
wishing i was ending
when all i'm really doing is trying to hide
and keep it inside
fill it with lies
open my eyes?
maybe i wish i could try

pleading and
needing and
bleeding and
breeding
feeding
exceding
where is everybody?
trying and
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?

pleading
feeding
bleeding
breeding
feeding
exceding
where is everybody?
trying
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?

4. the mark has been made
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
all the time

5. please
this is how
it begins
push it away but it all comes back again
all the flesh
all the sin
there was a time when it used to mean just about everything

just like now
just like now

breathe, echoing the sound (echoing the sound)
time starts slowing down (time starts slowing down)
sink until i drown (sink until)
i don't ever want to make it stop

and it keeps repeating
will you please complete me?

never be enough
to fill me up
never be enough
to fill me up
never be enough
to fill me up
never be enough
to fill me up

(never be enough)
watch the white (to fill me up)
(never be enough)
turn to red (to fill me up)
(never be enough)
it fills up the hole but it grows somewhere else instead (to fill me up)
(never be enough)
(to fill me up)
all my life
yeah yeah yeah yeah, but it just left me dead
the world is over and i realize it was all in my head

now everything is clear (everything is clear)
i erase the fear (i erase the fear)
i can disappear (i can disa)
(please) i don't ever want to make it stop

you can never leave me
will you please complete me

never be enough
to fill me up
never be enough
to fill me up
never be enough
to fill me up
never be enough
to fill me up
never be enough
to fill me up
never be enough
to fill me up
never be enough
to fill me up
never be enough
to fill me up

6. starsmurfers, inc.
my god sits in the back of the limousine
my god comes in a wrapper of cellophane
my god pouts on the cover of the magazine
my god's a shallow little bitch trying to make the scene

i have arrived and this time you should believe the hype
i listened to everyone now i know that everyone was right
i'll be there for you as long as it works for me
i play a game it's called insincerity

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

i am every smurfing thing and just a little more
i sold my soul but don't you dare call me a whore
and when i suck you off not a drop will go to waste
it's really not so bad you know once you get past the taste (asskisser)

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

all the pain
how did you think we'd get by without you?
you're so vain
i'll bet you think this song is about you
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you? (starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers incorporated)
starsmurfers (starsmurfers)
starsmurfers (starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers incorporated)
(starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers)
now i belong
i'm one of the chosen ones

(starsmurfers)
now i belong
i'm one of the chosen ones

(starsmurfers)
now i belong
i'm one of the chosen ones

(starsmurfers incorporated)
(starsmurfers)
now i belong
i'm one of the beautiful ones (starsmurfers)
(starsmurfers incorporated)

i have become

7. complication
No Lyrics
8. i'm looking forward to joining you, finally
as black as the night can get
everything is safer now
there's always a way to forget
once you learn to find a way how

in the blur of serenity
where did everything get lost?
the flowers of naivete
buried in a layer of frost

the smell of sunshine
i remember sometimes

thought he had it all before they called his bluff
found out that his skin just wasn't thick enough
wanted to go back to how it was before
thought he lost everything
then he lost a whole lot more

a fool's devotion
swallowed up in empty space
the tears of regret
frozen to the side of his face

the smell of sunshine
i remember sometime

i've done all i can do
could i please come with you?
sweet smell of sunshine
i remember sometimes

9. the big come down
there is a game i play
try to make myself okay
try so hard to make the pieces all fit
smash it apart just for the smurf of it

bye bye oooh
got to get back to the bottom
oooh
the big come down isn't that what you wanted?
oooh
find a place with the failed and forgotten
oooh
isn't that really what you wanted now?

there is no place i can go there is no way i can hide
it feels like it keeps coming from the inside

there is a hate that burns within
the most desperate place i have ever been
try to get back to where i'm from
the closer i get the worse it becomes
the closer i get the worse it becomes

there is no place i can go there is no place i can hide
it feels like it keeps coming from the inside

10. underneath it all
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
numb all through
i can still feel you
hear your call
underneath it all
kill my brain
yet you still remain

crucified
after all i've died
after all i've tried
you are still inside

all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you

all i do
i can still feel you
all i do (you remain)
i can still feel you (i am stained)

11. ripe (with decay)
No Lyrics



halo fifteen
we're in this together

disc 1 tracks
1. we're in this together
i've become
impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us (all used)
all used and beaten up
watching fate
as it flows
down the path
we have chose

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in

well they've got to kill what we found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear

the farther i fall i'm beside you
as lost as i get i will find you
the deeper the wound i'm inside you
for ever and ever i am a part of

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

all that we were is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone we have to hold
when all our hope is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone but we can hold on

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything

2. 10 miles high
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
all the time

i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
all the time

i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
all the time

i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer

i'd tried to get so high

i made it ten miles high

i'm gonna get so high

my nightmare's everywhere but inside
a living indication
of every situation
but it seems
i've got neglected complication
hindered my salvation
but i try and i try and i try

i'm gonna get so high
you'll never get inside
i swore i'd never turn into you
i'm closer
all the time

i made it ten miles high
can't tell my truth from my lies
i swore to god i would never turn into you
i'm getting closer
all the time
no

tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all

3. the new flesh
sideways
sometimes
somethings
feel like
i'm on the other side

waves of every feeling ever felt (waves of every feeling ever felt)

i scream it out

(this is how it all begins)
(this is how it all begins)

(this is how it all begins)
(this is how it all begins)

i can see
blackest hours (this is how it all begins)
new flesh (this is how it all begins)

(this is how it all begins)
(this is how it all begins)

give it to me
i can take it

give it to me
i can take it

give it to me
i can take it

give it to me
i can take it

give it to me
i can take it

give it to me
i can take it

i've become
i've
i've become

i've become
i've
i've become

i've become
i've
i've become
disc 2 tracks
1. we're in this together (radio edit)
i've become
impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us (all used)
all used and beaten up
watching fate
as it flows
down the path
we have chose

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in

well they've got to kill what we found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear

the farther i fall i'm beside you
as lost as i get i will find you
the deeper the wound i'm inside you
for ever and ever i am a part of

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

all that we were is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone we have to hold
when all our hope is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone but we can hold on

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything

2. the day the world went away (quiet)
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na
nah na nah na
nah na nah na na

i listen to the words he'd say
but in his voice i heard decay
the plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray

there is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
the sweetest price he'll have to pay
the day the whole world went away

na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah

3. the day the world went away (porter ricks mix)
i listen to the words he'd say
but in his voice i heard decay
the plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray

there is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
the sweetest price he'll have to pay
the day the whole world went away

the whole world went away
the whole world went away

the whole world went away

the day the whole world went away

disc 3 tracks
1. we're in this together
i've become
impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us (all used)
all used and beaten up
watching fate
as it flows
down the path
we have chose

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in

well they've got to kill what we found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear

the farther i fall i'm beside you
as lost as i get i will find you
the deeper the wound i'm inside you
for ever and ever i am a part of

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

all that we were is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone we have to hold
when all our hope is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone but we can hold on

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything

2. complications of the flesh
give it to me

scream it

give it to me
i can take it

give it to me
i can take it

give it to me

make it stop

give it to me

give it to me
i can take it

give it to me

give it to me

give it to me

give it to me

give it to me

give it to me

give it to me

make it stop

make it stop

make it stop

make it stop

3. the perfect drug
i got my head but my head is unraveling
can't keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling
i got my heart but my heart's no good
and you're the only one that's understood

i come along but i don't know where you're taking me
i shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more i give to you the more i die

and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

you make me hard when i'm all soft inside
i see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart

my blood wants to say hello to you
my fears want to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
how very little good is left of me

and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug
the drug
the perfect drug

(take me)
(with you)
(take me)
(with you)
(take me)
(with you)
(take me)
(with you)
without you (take me)
without you everything falls apart (with you)
without you (take me)
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
without you (take me)
without you everything falls apart (with you)
without you (take me)
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
(take me)
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
(take me)
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces (with you)
without you
without you everything falls apart
without you
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

halo sixteen
things falling apart
1. slipping away
i keep slipping away
i keep slipping away
i keep slipping
i keep slipping
i keep slipping away

myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away
myself keeps slipping away

tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save

tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save
tried to save

tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save myself
tried to save
save

save
keep slipping

save
keep slipping

save
keep slipping

2. the great collapse
"now you know
this it what it feels like
now you know
this it what it feels like"

this is what it feels like

"now you know
this it what it feels like"

this is what it feels like

"now you know
this it what it feels like"

this is what it feels like

3. the wretched (version)
"we're meeting
we're meeting"

just a reflection
just a glimpse
just a little reminder
of all the what abouts
and all the might have
could have beens
another day
some other way
but not another reason to continue
and now you're one of us
the wretched

the hopes and prays
the better days
the far aways
forget it

it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?

"we're meeting
we're meeting"

the clouds will part and the sky cracks open
and god himself will reach his smurfing arm
through
just to push you down
just to hold you down
stuck in this hole with the and the piss
and it's hard to believe it could come down to this
back at the beginning
sinking
spinning

it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
but it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it

now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like (this is what it feels like)
now you know (now)
this is what it feels like (you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming)
(you can try to stop it but it)

but it keeps on coming
you can try to stop it
but it keeps on coming
you can try to stop it
but it keeps on coming

4. starsmurfers, inc. (version a)
starsmurfers

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

you're so smurfing beautiful (starsmurfers incorporated)
you're so smurfing beautiful

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers
starsmurfers

starsmurfers
i belong
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
i have become

5. the frail (version)
No Lyrics
6. starsmurfers, inc. (version b)
starsmurfers
starsmurfers

my god sits in the back of the limousine
my god comes in a wrapper of cellophane
my god pouts on the cover of the magazine
my god's a shallow little bitch trying to make the scene

i have arrived and this time you should believe the hype
i listened to everyone now i know that everyone was right
i'll be there for you as long as it works for me
i play a game it's called insincerity

starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

i am every smurfing thing and just a little more
i sold my soul but don't you dare call me a whore
and when i suck you off not a drop will go to waste
it's really not so bad you know once you get past the taste

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

all the pain
how did you think we'd get by without you?
you're so vain
i'll bet you think this song is about you
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?

starsmurfers

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

now i belong

now i belong

now i belong

now i belong

now i belong

7. where is everybody? (version)
i am really so numb

i am really a liar
i am really a liar

did you happen to catch
or did it happen so fast
what you thought would always last
has passed you by
is everything speeding up
or am i slowing down
i'm just spinning around
and i don't know why
all the pieces don't fit
but i didn't really give a
i never wanted to be like you
but for all i aspire
i am really a liar
and i'm running out of things i can do (i am really a liar)

lies

where is everybody?

well okay, enough.
you've had your fun
but come on there has got to be someone
hasn't yet become
so numb
and succumb
and
god damn i am so tired of pretending
wishing i was ending
when all i'm really doing is trying to hide
and keep it inside
fill it with lies
open my eyes?
maybe i wish i could try

i am really a liar

where is everybody?

lies

lies

where is everybody?

lies
lies
lies

pleading
feeding
bleeding
breeding
feeding
exceding
where is everybody?
trying
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?

lies
lies

lies
lies

lies
lies

8. metal
we're in the building where they make us grow
and i'm frightened by the liquid engineers
like you

my mallory heart is sure to fail
i could crawl around the floor just like i'm real
like you

the sound of metal i want to be you
i should learn to be a man
like you

plug me in and turn me on
oh everything is moving

i need my treatment it's tomorrow they send me
singing "i am an american"
do you?

picture this if I should make the change
i'd love to pull the wires from the wall
did you?

and who are you and how can i try
here inside i like the metal
don't you

all i know is no one dies
i'm still confusing love with need

9. 10 miles high (version)
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
all the time

i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
all the time

i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
all the time

i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer
i'm getting closer

i'd tried to get so high

i made it ten miles high

i'm gonna get so high

my nightmare's everywhere but inside
a living indication
of every situation
but it seems
i've got neglected complication
hindered my salvation
but i try and i try and i try

i'm gonna get so high
you'll never get inside
i swore i'd never turn into you
i'm closer
all the time

i made it ten miles high
can't tell my truth from my lies
i swore to god i would never turn into you
i'm getting closer
all the time
no

tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all down
tear it all

10. starsmurfers, inc. (version c)
starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

my god sits in the back of the limousine
my god comes in a wrapper of cellophane

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorpor

starsmurfers incorporated

halo seventeen
and all that could have been
live tracks
1. terrible lie (live, fragility)
hey God, why are you doing this to me?
am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?
why am i seething with this animosity?
hey God, i think you owe me a great big apology

terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie

hey God, i really don't know what you mean
seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
hey God, can this world really be as sad as it smurfing seems

terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie

don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need someone to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
please don't tear it away from me
i need someone to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need someone to hold
on to me
hold on to me
don't tear it
please don't tear it
please don't take it
don't take it
don't

hey God, there's nothing left for me to hide
i lost my ignorance, security and pride
i'm all alone in this smurfing world you must despise
hey God, i believed your promises, your promises and lies

terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie

(terrible lie)
you made me throw it all away
my morals left to decay (terrible lie)
how many you betray
you've taken everything (terrible lie)
my head is filled with disease
my skin is begging you please (terrible lie)
i'm on my hands and knees
i want so much to believe
i want so much to believe
you smurfing promised me

you promised
you promised me
yes you did
you promised me
you smurfing promised me

2. sin (dub, live, fragility)
you give me the reason
you give me control
i gave you my Purity
my Purity you stole
did you think i wouldn't recognize
this compromise
am i just too stupid to realize
stale incense old sweat
and lies lies lies

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

you give me the anger
you give me the nerve
carry out my sentence
will i get what i deserve
i'm just an effigy to be defaced
to be disgraced
your need for me has been replaced
and if i can't have everything
well then just give me a taste

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

you give me the reason
you give me control
i gave you my Purity
my Purity you stole
did you think i wouldn't recognize
this compromise
am i just too stupid to realize
stale incense old sweat
and lies lies lies

it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it gets under my skin
within
take in
well my sin
it comes down to this
your kiss
your fist
and your strain
it's smurfing under my skin
within
take in
the extent of my sin

3. all the pigs, all lined up (live, fragility)
all you smurfing pigs
march

step right up
march
push
crawl right up on your knees
please
greed
feed
i want a little bit
i want a piece of it
i think he's losing it
i want to watch it go down
don't like the look of it
don't like the taste of it
don't like the smell of it
i want to watch it go down

all the pigs are all lined up
i give you all that you want
take the skin and peel it back
doesn't it make you feel better?

shove it up inside
surprise!
lies
stains like the blood on your teeth
bite
chew
suck (away the tender parts)
i want to smash it up
i want to break it up
i want to smurf it up
i want to watch it go down
maybe afraid of it
let's discredit it
let's smurf away with it
i want to watch it go down

come right smurfing down

all the pigs are all lined up
i give you all that you want
take the skin peel it back
doesn't it make you feel better?
the pigs have won tonight
now they can all sleep soundly
and everything is all right

all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs
all the pigs are all lined up
all the pigs
all the pigs are all lined up
every little smurfing pig
pig
pig
hey pigs
hey smurfing

4. piggy (live, fragility)
hey pig
yeah you
hey pig piggy pig pig pig
all of my fears came true
black and blue and broken bones
you left me here i'm all alone
my little piggy needed something new

nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care

hey pig
nothing's turning out the way i planned
hey mother smurfing pig
there's a lot of things that i hoped you could help me understand
what am i supposed to do
i lost my because of you

nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care
anymore

nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me
nothing can stop me now
nothing can stop me now

5. the frail (live, fragility)
No Lyrics
6. the wretched (live, fragility a)
just a reflection
just a glimpse
just a little reminder
of all the what abouts
and all the might have
could have beens
another day
some other way
but not another reason to continue
and now you're one of us
the wretched

the hopes and prays
the better days
the far aways
forget it

it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?

now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like

the clouds will part and the sky cracks open
and god himself will reach his smurfing arm
through
just to push you down
just to hold you down
stuck in this hole with the and the piss
and it's hard to believe it could come down to this
back at the beginning
sinking
spinning

and in the end
we still pretend
the time we spend
not knowning when
you're finally free
and you could be (it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to)
(it didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it)

now you know
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like

there is a place
in the back of mind
where i used to try
change

now you know (now you know)
this is what it feels like (this is what it feels like)
(stop it)
now you know
this is what it feels like (you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming)
(you can try to stop it but it)
(you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming)
(you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming)
(you can try to smurfing stop it but it keeps on coming)
(you can)
(you can try)
(it keeps on coming)
(but it keeps on coming)
(you can try)


7. gave up (live, fragility)
perfect little dream
the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels
well almost
no one to blame
always the same
open my eyes
wake up
wake up
wake up
wake up
wake up in flames

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

covered with hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me and i throw it away
after everything i've done
i hate myself for what i've become

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

i tried
i gave up
i tried
i gave up
i tried
i gave up
well i tried
i gave up
i tried
i gave up
i tried
i gave up
well i tried
i tried
i tired
and i gave up

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

(throw it away)
smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity (throw it away)
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me (throw it away)
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

throw it away
throw it away

8. the great below (live, fragility)
staring at the sea
will she come?
is there hope for me
after all is said and done

anything at any price
all of this for you
all the spoils of a wasted life
all of this for you

all the world has closed her eyes
tired faith all worn and thin
for all we could have done
and all that could have been

ocean pulls me close
and whispers in my ear
the destiny i've chose
is all becoming clear

the currents have their say
the time is drawing near
it washes me away
it makes me disappear

as i descend from grace
in arms of undertow
i will take my place
in the great below

i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
even so far away
even so far away (away)
even so far away
even so far away
even so far

9. the mark has been made (live, fragility)
No Lyrics
10. wish (live, fragility a)
this is the first day of my last days
built it up now take it apart
climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay
the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more smurfed up i could do

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

well i'm the one without a soul
i'm the one with this big smurfing hole
no new tale to tell
twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist smurf
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

i want to but i can't go back
i want to but i can't go back
i want to but i can't go back
i want to but i can't go back

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full
this world full of you
this world full of you
this world full

11. suck (live, fragility)
there is no god up in the sky tonight
no sign of heaven anywhere in sight
all that was true is left behind
once i could see now i am blind
don't want the dreams you try to sell
this disease i give to myself

how does it feel?
how does it feel?

she makes it sweeter than the sun
i get too tight i come undone
i bow my head to confess
the temple walls are made of flesh
runs up my arms 'till i'm on track
itches my skin right off my back
i'll heal your wounds
i'll set you free
i'm jesus smurf on ecstacy

how does it feel?
how does it feel?

i am so dirty on
on the inside
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty
i am so

how does it feel?
how does it feel?

suck
suck
suck
suck
suck
suck
suck

12. closer (live, fragility)
you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you
help me
i broke apart my insides
help me
i've got no soul to sell
help me
the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

you can have my isolation
you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith
you can have my everything
help me
you tear down my reason
help me
it's your sex i can smell
help me
you make me perfect
help me become somebody else

i wanna smurf you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna smurf you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you get me closer to god
you get me closer to god

all through every forest
above the trees
within my stomach
scraped off my knees
i drink the honey
inside your hive
you are the reason
i stay alive

13. head like a hole (live, fragility)
god money i'll do anything for you
god money just tell me what you want me to
god money nail me up against the wall
but god of money don't want everything he wants it all

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
you can't smurfing take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

god of money's not looking for the cure
god money's not concerned about the sick among the pure
god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised
god of money's not one to choose

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
you can't take it
no you can't take it
you can't take that away from me

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control
head like a hole
black as your soul
i'd rather die
than give you control

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what the smurf you deserve

bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve
bow down before the one you serve
you're going to get what you deserve

bow down before the one you serve
thank you

14. the day the world went away (live, fragility)
i listen to the words he'd say
but in his voice i heard decay
the plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray

there is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
the sweetest price he'll have to pay
the day the whole world went away

na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah na na nah
na na nah
nah

15. starsmurfers, inc. (live, fragility)
my god sits in the back of the limousine
my god comes in a wrapper of cellophane
my god pouts on the cover of the magazine
my god's a shallow little bitch trying to make the scene

i have arrived and this time you should believe the hype
i listened to everyone now i know that everyone was right
i'll be there for you as long as it works for me
i play a game smurfing insincerity

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

i am every smurfing thing and just a little more
i sold my soul but don't you dare call me a whore
and when i suck you off not a drop will go to waste
it's really not so bad you know once you get past the taste (asskisser)

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

all the pain
how did we ever get by without you?
you're so vain
i'll bet you think this song is about you
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
smurf you

don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
starsmurfers

now i belong
i'm one of the chosen ones

now i belong
i'm one of the beautiful ones

starsmurfers
starsmurfers
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfers

starsmurfer
starsmurfer
starsmurfers incorporated
starsmurfer

16. hurt (live, fragility)
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

i wear this crown of
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
i am still right here

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way

thank you
thanks

still tracks
1. something i can never have (still)
i still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make it all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have

you always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey would be the color if i had a heart
come on tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make it all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have

in this place it seems like such a shame
though it all looks different now,
i know it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see
just a fading smurfing reminder of who i used to be
come on tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
i just want something i can never have
i can never have
i can

2. adrift and at peace
No Lyrics
3. the fragile (still)
she shines
in a world full of ugliness
and she matters
when everything is meaningless

fragile
she doesn't see her beauty
she tries to get away
sometimes
it's just that nothing seems worth saving
i can't watch her slip away

i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart

she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by
hoping someone can see
if i could fix myself i'd -
but it's too late for me

i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart

we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide
we'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side
...but they keep waiting
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and...

it's something i have to do
i was there, too
before everything else
i was like you

4. the becoming (still)
i beat my machine
it's a part of me
it's inside of me
i'm stuck in this dream
it's changing me
i am becoming

the me that you know he had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs he is broken and sore
the me that you know he doesn't come around much
that part of me isn't here anymore

all pain disappears
it's the nature of
of my circuitry
drowns out all i hear
no escape from this
my new consciousness

the me that you know he used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping and he is left to decay
the me that you know is now made up of wires
even when i'm right with you i'm so far away

i can try to get away but i've strapped myself in
i can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
i can see it killing away all of my bad parts
i don't want to listen but it's all too clear

hiding backwards inside of me
i feel so unafraid
annie, hold a little tighter
i might, might just, might slip away

it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
and goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up it wants me dead
goddamn this noise inside my head

5. gone, still
No Lyrics
6. the day the world went away (still)
i listen to the words he'd say
but in his voice i heard decay
the plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray

there is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
the sweetest price he'll have to pay
the day the whole world went away

7. and all that could have been
breeze still carries the sound
maybe i'll disappear
tracks will fade in the snow
you won't find me here

ice is starting to form
ending what had begun
i am locked in my head
with what i've done
i know you tried to rescue me
didn't let anyone get in
left with a trace of all that was
and all that could have been

please
take this
and run far away
far away from me
i am
tainted
the two of us
were never meant to be
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my
nothing
you meant everything
everything to me

gone fading everything
and all that could have been
could have been

please
take this
and run far away
far as you can see
i am
tainted
and happiness and peace of mind
were never meant for me
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my
nothing
you meant everything
everything to me

8. the persistence of loss
No Lyrics
9. leaving hope
No Lyrics


halo eighteen
the hand that feeds
1. the hand that feeds
you're keeping in step
in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
'cause you do what you're told
but inside your heart it is black it is hollow and it's cold

just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you wanna change it?

what if this all crusade's a charade
and behind it all there's a price to be paid
for the blood which we dine
justified in the name of the holy and the divine

just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you wanna change it?

so naive
I keep holding on to what i wanna believe
I can see
but i keep holding on and on and on and on

will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?

2. the hand that feeds (straight mix)
you're keeping in step
in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
'cause you do what you're told
but inside your heart it is black it is hollow and it's cold

just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you wanna change it?

what if this all crusade's a charade
and behind it all there's a price to be paid
for the blood which we dine
justified in the name of the holy and the divine

just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you wanna change it?

so naive
I keep holding on to what i wanna believe
I can see
but I keep holding on to what i wanna believe

so naive
I keep holding on to what i wanna believe
I can see
but i keep holding on and on and on and on

will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?

3. the hand that feeds (dub mix)
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you?

You're keeping (you're keeping) in step (in step, in step...)
You're keeping (you're keeping) in step (in step, in step...)
You're keeping (you're keeping) in step (in step, in step...)

Just how deep do you beleive? Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew it 'till it bleeds? Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see? Do you wanna change it?

Do you want to change it?

Will you bite the hand that feeds?

You're keeping (you're keeping) in step (in step, in step...)

4. the hand that feeds (video)
you're keeping in step
in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
'cause you do what you're told
but inside your heart it is black it is hollow and it's cold

just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you wanna change it?

what if this all crusade's a charade
and behind it all there's a price to be paid
for the blood which we dine
justified in the name of the holy and the divine

just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you wanna change it?

so naive
I keep holding on to what i wanna believe
I can see
but i keep holding on and on and on and on

will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?

halo nineteen
with teeth
1. all the love in the world
watching all the insects march along
seem to know just right where they belong
smears of face reflecting in the chrome
hiding in the crowd i'm all alone

no one's heard a single word i've said
they don't this good outside my head
it looks as though the past is here to stay
i've become a million miles a--

where do you get all the love in the world?
why do you get all the love in the world?

all the jagged edges disappear
colors all are brighter when you're near
the stars are all afire in the sky
sometimes i get so lonely i could

where do you get all the love in the world?
why do you get all the love in the world?
why do you get all the love in the world?
why do you get all the love in the world?

why do you get all the love in the world?
why do you get all the love in the world?
why do you get all the love in the world? (why do you get all the love in the world?)
why do you get all the love in the world?

why do you get all the love in the world?
why do you get all the love in the world? (why do you get all the love in the world?)
why do you get all the love in the world?
why do you get all the love in the world? (why do you get all the love in the world?)
why do you get all the love in the world? (why do you get all the love in the world?)
why do you get all the love in the world? (why do you get all the love?) (why do you get?)
why do you get all the love? (why do you get?)
why do you get all the love?
why do you get all the love? (why do you get?)
why do you get all the love? (in the world)
why do you get all the love? (all the love in the world)
why do you get all the love? (all the love in the world)
why do you get all the love?
(all the love in the world?)

2. you know what you are?
I tried to sneak myself through tried to get to the other side
i tried to patch up the cracks and the holes that i have to hide
for a little bit of time even made it work okay
just long enough to really make it hurt
when they figured me out and it all just rotted away

don't you smurfing know what you are?
don't you smurfing know what you are?
don't you smurfing know what you are?
go on get back to where you belong

you better take a good look cause i'm full of
with every bit of my heart i have tried to believe in it
you can dress it all up you can try to pretend
but you can't change anything
you can't change anything in the end

don't you smurfing know what you are?
don't you smurfing know what you are?
don't you smurfing know what you are?
go on get back to where you belong

don't you smurfing know what you are?

remember where you came from
remember what you are
remember where you came from
remember what you are
remember where you came from
remember what you are
remember where you came from
remember what you are
remember where you came from
remember what you are
remember where you came from
remember what you are
remember where you came from
remember what you are
remember where you came from
remember what you are
remember where you came from
remember what you are

don't you smurfing know what you are? (go on get back to where you belong)
don't you smurfing know what you are? (go on get back to where you belong)
don't you smurfing know what you are? (go on get back to where you belong)
don't you smurfing know what you are? (get back to where you belong)

3. the collector
i pick things up
i am a collector
and things, well things they tend to accumulate
i have this net
it drags behind me
it picks up feelings for me to feed upon

there are times, plenty of times i wish i could let it go
but they start to breathe
and they start to grow inside me
there are times, plenty of times i wish i could let it go
but they start to make me think
things i don't wanna know

i'm trying to fit it all inside
i'm trying to open my mouth wide
i'm trying not to choke and
swallow it all
swallow it all
swallow it all
swallow it all

i am the plague
i am the swarm
all your hurt sticks on me and i keep it warm
they make me stay
they won't let me leave
there are so god damn many of them it gets hard to breathe

i'm trying to fit it all inside
i'm trying to open my mouth wide
i'm trying not to choke inside
i am a good boy and i will
swallow it all
swallow it all
swallow it all
swallow it all

every last one every last one every last one every last one
every last one every last one every last one every last one
every last one every last one every last one every last one
every last one every last one every last one every last one
every last one every last one every last one every last one

4. the hand that feeds
you're keeping in step
in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
'cause you do what you're told
but inside your heart it is black it is hollow and it's cold

just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you wanna change it?

what if this all crusade's a charade
and behind it all there's a price to be paid
for the blood which we dine
justified in the name of the holy and the divine

just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you wanna change it?

so naive
I keep holding on to what i wanna believe
I can see
but i keep holding on and on and on and on

will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?

5. love is not enough
the more that we take
the paler we get
i can't remember what it is
we try to forget
the tile on the floor
so cold it could sting
in your eyes
is a place worth remembering
for you to go and take this
to smash it apart
i've gone all this smurfing way
to wind up back at--
back at the start

hey, the closer we think we are
well it only got us so far
now you got anything left to show
no no i didn't think so
hey, the sooner we realize
we cover ourselves with lies
but underneath we're not so tough
and love is not enough

well it hides in the dark
like the withering vein
we didn't give it a mouth
so it cannot complain
it never really had a chance (never really had a chance)
we'd never really make it through (never really make it through)
and to think i believed
i beleived i could get better with you

hey, the closer we think we are
well it never got us so far
now you got anything left to show
(no no) no no i didn't think so
hey, the sooner we realize (the sooner we realize)
we cover ourselves with lies
but underneath we're not so tough
and love is not enough
(love is not enough)
(love is not enough)
(love is not enough)
love is not enough
hey

6. every day is exactly the same
i believe i can see the future
'cause i repeat the same routine
i think i used to have a purpose
but then again
it might have been a dream

i think i used to have a voice
now i never make a sound
and i just do what i've been told
i really don't want
them to come around, oh no

every day is exactly the same
every day is exactly the same
there is no love here, and there is no pain
every day is exactly the same

i can feel their eyes are watching
in case i lose myself again
sometimes i think i'm happy here (sometimes)
sometimes, yet i still pretend

i can't remember how this got started
but i can tell you
exactly how it will end

every day is exactly the same
every day is exactly the same
there is no love here, and there is no pain
every day is exactly the same

i'm writing on a little piece of paper
i'm hoping someday you might find
well i'll hide it behind something
they won't look behind

i am still inside you
a little bit comes bleeding through
i wish this could have been any other way
but i just don't know
i don't know what else i can do

every day is exactly the same
every day is exactly the same
there is no love here, and there is no pain
every day is exactly the same
every day is exactly the same
every day is exactly the same
there is no love here, and there is no pain
every day is exactly the same

7. with teeth
she comes along
she gets inside
she makes you better than anything you've tried
it's in her kiss
the blackest sea
and it runs deeper than you dare to dream it could be

with teeth
with teeth
with teeth
with teeth

wave goodbye
to what you were
the rules have changed
the lines begin to blur

she makes you hard
she comes on strong
you've finally found (finally found)
the place where you belong

with teeth
with teeth
with teeth
with teeth

i cannot go through this again
i cannot go through this again
i cannot go through this again
i cannot go through this again
i cannot go through this again
i cannot go through this again
i cannot go through this again
i cannot go through this again

with teeth
with teeth
with teeth
with teeth

she will not let you go
keeps holding on
she will not let you go
keeps holding on

(this time, i'm not coming back)
she will not let you go
(this time, i'm not coming back)
she will not let you go

8. only
i'm becoming less defined as days go by
fading away
well you might say i'm losing focus
kind of drifting in the abstract
in terms of how i see myself
sometimes i think i can see right through myself
sometimes i think i can see right through myself
(sometimes I can see right through myself)

less concerned about fitting into the world
your world that is
cuz it doesn't really matter anymore (no it doesn't really matter anymore)
no it doesn't really matter anymore
none of this really matters anymore

yes i am alone
but then again i always was
as far back as i can tell i think maybe its because
because you were never really real to begin with
i just made you up to hurt myself
i just made you up to hurt myself
yeah, and i just made you up to hurt myself
i just made you up to hurt myself
yeah, and i just made you up to hurt myself
and it worked
yes it did

there is no you there is only me
there is no you there is only me
there is no smurfing you there is only me
there is no smurfing you there is only me
only
only
only
only

well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be a scab
and i had this funny feeling like i just knew it's something bad
i just couldn't leave it alone
picking at that scab
there is a doorway trying to seal itself shut
but i climbed through
now i am somewhere i am not supposed to be
and i can see things i know i really shouldn't see
and now i know why, now
now i know why things aren't as pretty on the inside

there is no you there is only me
there is no you there is only me
there is no smurfing you there is only me
there is no smurfing you there is only me
only
only
only
only
only
only
only
only

9. getting smaller
getting a little erratic here
and i don't know who to trust
i guess they got a way of reading my mind
i guess i gotta adjust
i got my arms that flip-flop-flip-flop-flip
i got my head on a spring
well i thought i got you on my side
i haven't got smurfing anything

i'm just a face in the crowd
nothing to worry about
not even trying to stand out
i'm getting smaller and smaller and smaller
and i have nothing to say
it's all been taken away
i just behave and obey
i'm afraid i am starting to fade away

uh-huh

i kind of see through the cracks
when i press up on the wall
i'm not looking to stand up real high
i'd be happy to crawl
i think i'm losing my grip
but i can still make a fist
you know i still got my one good arm
that i can beat
that i can beat myself up with

i'm just a face in the crowd
nothing to worry about
not even trying to stand out
i'm getting smaller and smaller and smaller
and i have nothing to say
it's all been taken away
i just behave and obey
i'm afraid i am starting to fade away

and for what it is worth
i really used to believe
that maybe there's some great thing
that we can achieve
and now i can't tell the difference
or know what to feel
between what i've been trying so hard to see
and what appears to be real

fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away
my world is getting smaller every day (hey hey hey hey) and that's okay
my world is getting smaller every day (hey hey hey hey) and that's okay
my world is getting smaller every day (hey hey hey hey) and that's okay
my world is getting smaller every day (hey hey hey hey) and that's okay

10. sunspots
sunspots cast a glare in my eyes
sometimes i forget i'm alive

i feel it coming and i've gotta get out of its way
i hear it calling and i come 'cause i can't disobey
i should not listen and i shouldn't believe but i do
yes i do

she turns me on
she makes it real
i have to apologize
for the way i feel

my life it seems has taken a turn
why in the name of god would i ever want to return?

peel off our skin we're gonna burn what we were to the ground
smurf in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around
i wanna kill away the rest of what's left and i do
yes i do

she turns me on
she makes it real
i have to apologize
for the way i feel

and nothing can stop me now
there is nothing to fear
and everything i'd ever want
is inside of here

whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa inside of here
now i just stare into the sun
and i see everything i've done
i think i could have been someone
but i can't stop what has begun
when everything is said and done
when there is no place left to run
i think i used to be someone
now i just stare into the sun

11. the line begins to blur
there are things that i said i would never do
there are fears that i cannot believe have come true
for my soul is too sick and too little and too late
and my self i have grown too weary to hate

the more i stay in here
the more it's not so clear
the more i stay in here
the more i disappear
as far as i have gone
i knew what side i'm on
but now i'm not so sure
the line begins to blur

is there somebody on top of me?
i don't know, i don't know
isn't anybody stopping me?
i don't know, i don't know
well i'm trying to hold my breath
i don't know, i don't know
just how far down can i go?
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know

as i lie here and stare
the fabric starts to tear
it's far beyond repair
and i don't really care
as far as i have gone
i knew what side i'm on
but now i'm not so sure
the line begins to blur

ooh oooh
ooh oooh
ooh oooh
ooh oooh

12. beside you in time
i am all alone this time around
sometimes on the side i hear a sound
places parallel i know it's you
feel the little pieces bleeding through
and on
this goes on
and on
and on
and on
and on
and on
and on
and on
this goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on

now that i've decided not to stay
i can feel me start to fade away
everything is back where it belongs
i will be beside you before long
and on
this goes on
and on
and on
and on
and on
and on
and on
and on
this goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on

we will never die
beside you in time
we will never die
beside you in time

13. right where it belongs
see the animal in his cage that you built
are you sure what side you're on?
better not look him too closely in the eye
are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
see the safety of the life you have built
everything where it belongs
feel the hollowness inside of your heart
and it's all
right where it belongs

what if everything around you
isn't quite as it seems?
what if all the world you think you know
is an elaborate dream?
and if you look at your reflection
is that you want it to be?
what if you could look right through the cracks
would you find yourself--
find yourself afraid to see?

what if all the world's inside of your head
just creations of your own?
your devils and your gods all the living and the dead
and you're really all alone
you can live in this illusion
you can choose to believe
you keep looking but you can't find the woods
while you're hiding in the trees

what if everything around you
isn't quite as it seems?
what if all the world you think you know
is an elaborate dream?
and if you look at your reflection
is that you want it to be?
what if you could look right through the cracks
would you find yourself--
find yourself afraid to see?

hoo hoo, hoo hoo
hoo hoo, hoo hoo
hoo hoo, hoo hoo
hoo hoo, hoo hoo
hoo hoo, hoo hoo

[Hawkeye]

The only thing we're missing is Raistlin. And a coke.

What kind of coke?

the dirty kind

nasty

[Levian]

I wish Cher was alive to see this.

[Resha]

What's...happening????

[Psychotic]

No, not really. Psy rocks tho'Beef is good.

[Dreddz]

I say that the CK's join in

EOFF : originally PG-13
Now : R

Boo yea !

[Rye]

[Intro]
Oh, my, god. Becky, look at her butt.
It is so big. *scoff* She looks like,
one of those rap guys' girlfriends.
But, y'know, who understands those rap guys? *scoff*
They only talk to her, because,
she looks like a total prostitute, 'kay?
I mean, her butt, is just so big. *scoff*
I can't believe it's just so round, it's like,
out there, I mean - gross. Look!
She's just so ... black!

[Sir Mix-a-Lot]
I like big butts and I can not lie
You other brothers can't deny
That when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waist
And a round thing in your face
You get sprung, wanna pull out your tongue
'Cause you notice that butt was stuffed
Deep in the jeans she's wearing
I'm hooked and I can't stop staring
Oh baby, I wanna get wit'cha
And take your picture
My homeboys tried to warn me
But with that butt you got makes me feel so horny
Ooh, Rump-o'-smooth-skin
You say you wanna get in my Benz?
Well, use me, use me
'Cause you ain't that average groupy
I've seen them dancin'
The hell with romancin'
She's sweat, wet,
Got it goin' like a turbo 'Vette
I'm tired of magazines
Sayin' flat butts are the thing
Take the average black man and ask him that
She gotta pack much back
So, fellas! (Yeah!) Fellas! (Yeah!)
Has your girlfriend got the butt? (Hell yeah!)
Tell 'em to shake it! (Shake it!) Shake it! (Shake it!)
Shake that healthy butt!
Baby got back!

(LA face with Oakland booty)
Baby got back!

[Sir Mix-a-Lot]
I like 'em round, and big
And when I'm throwin' a gig
I just can't help myself, I'm actin' like an animal
Now here's my scandal
I wanna get you home
And ugh, double-up, ugh, ugh
I ain't talkin' bout Playboy
'Cause silicone parts are made for toys
I want 'em real thick and juicy
So find that juicy double
Mix-a-Lot's in trouble
Beggin' for a piece of that bubble
So I'm lookin' at rock videos
Watchin' these bimbos walkin' like hoes
You can have them bimbos
I'll keep my women like Flo Jo
A word to the thick soul sistas, I wanna get with ya
I won't cuss or hit ya
But I gotta be straight when I say I wanna *smurf*
Til the break of dawn
Baby got it goin' on
A lot of simps won't like this song
'Cause them punks like to hit it and quit it
And I'd rather stay and play
'Cause I'm long, and I'm strong
And I'm down to get the friction on
So, ladies! {Yeah!} Ladies! {Yeah}
If you wanna role in my Mercedes {Yeah!}
Then turn around! Stick it out!
Even white boys got to shout
Baby got back!

Baby got back!
Yeah, baby ... when it comes to females, Cosmo ain't got nothin'
to do with my selection. 36-24-36? Ha ha, only if she's 5'3".

[Sir Mix-a-Lot]
So your girlfriend rolls a Honda, playin' workout tapes by Fonda
But Fonda ain't got a motor in the back of her Honda
My anaconda don't want none
Unless you've got buns, hun
You can do side bends or sit-ups,
But please don't lose that butt
Some brothers wanna play that "hard" role
And tell you that the butt ain't gold
So they toss it and leave it
And I pull up quick to retrieve it
So Cosmo says you're fat
Well I ain't down with that!
'Cause your waist is small and your curves are kickin'
And I'm thinkin' bout stickin'
To the beanpole dames in the magazines:
You ain't it, Miss Thing!
Give me a sista, I can't resist her
Red beans and rice didn't miss her
Some knucklehead tried to dis
'Cause his girls are on my list
He had game but he chose to hit 'em
And I pull up quick to get wit 'em
So ladies, if the butt is round,
And you want a triple X throw down,
Dial 1-900-MIXALOT
And kick them nasty thoughts
Baby got back!

[Denmark]

do you have the time
to listen to me whine
about nothing and everything all at once
I am one of those
melodramatic fools
neurotic to the bone no doubt about it
sometimes I give myself the creeps
sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
it all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
and am I just paranoid, or am I just stoned?

[Zeldy]

Double you tee eff mate?

[nik0tine]

This is the best thing ever.

TRULY?!

[Old Manus]

Holy christ.

[Lenna]

OMG SPAMMAGE!

[Kappy]

The only thing we're missing is Raistlin. And a coke.

And a Neko plushie ^_^

[Psychotic]

Who likes turkey?

[Denmark]

and how long has this been going on, like 20 minutes?