It's easy to say that you will or won't do something, but when the time
comes it takes a lot more will power to actually do than to talk about
doing. You could say that you won't jerk off ever again, but that doesn't
mean that the next day you're going to feel the same way when the time
comes. Our sexual urges are the strongest we have--next to maybe self
preservation--so strong that our entire society and culture is based
around it, and to think that you're going to easily repress them is
egotistical to say the least. Even if you could go without fulfilling your
sexual desires, they'll eventually come out in some way, and it probably
won't be sexual. Having an experience where you don't give into your
desires doesn't mean you'll be able to replicate that experience when it
arrises again, and it will, and it'll be even stronger if you repressed your
urges the first time.
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