Yeah, I used to tell my old best friend a lot of secrets, and back then I really felt I needed to keep most of it between the two of us. I dated this guy for awhile, 2 months or something, and when we broke up, I lost some of my best friends. Almost all of them hated me with a passion because I had feelings for someone else instead and yeah, hard to explain. But I trusted my best friend, I told her about my problems, and later I found out that every enemy of mine knew about them because she had told them. She always made fun of me in front of them, always laughed with them whenever they'd insult me. Then, the worst thing, I wrote a story 2 summers ago and I handed it to her and told her that it was the most personal story I have ever written. She promised she wouldn't show anyone and the next day I'm told she handed it to someone else to read. I felt like punching her in the face. Eventually I stopped calling her and IMing her and waited to see if she'd ever call me and she hasn't. It's been 9 months and last weekend was the first time I ran into her. Since she never really thought of calling me through all those months really tells me she didn't treasure our friendship whatsoever, she just used me for gossiping purposes. It really sucks, REALLY sucks, you think someones on your side, but they're using you for selfish reasons. For me, it's really difficult to trust anyone. I needed a friend at that point in my life, not someone who pretended to be one, my life was falling apart, and she just made it worse. But, whatever.

Anyway, just stop contacting whoever betrays you, the sooner they get out of your life the happier you'll be. The only people who are worth your time, are the ones who will be a true friend. Letting go of someone you love is the hardest thing to do, but sometimes it needs to be done.